Locked to Another Girl by Pussy Rings!

Sometimes when I have an experience like I did this past Saturday, it makes me think that I just don't have nearly enough body piercings. I would definately love to get more, the problem isn't desire, I just don't have the willpower to go through with it without serious motivation going on. As you know, I have two rings in my pussy (one in each inner labia) and that was done in a way in which I had no choice. I mean I had a choice sure, we all have a choice but when you're in an armbinder and on a leash and you have a big black inflatable penis gag filling your mouth, you really don't have a lot of room to complain. See, that's how I got the rings in my pussy in the first place. I explained to the Mistress I was playing with a lot at the time that I was definately open to it but that it would take a bit of force to get me to go through with it. So one day she stripped my little brown body down, strapped my arms behind me, cuffed my ankles and put a short chain between them so I had to hobble and just to make sure I couldn't complain about it, shoved a big penis gag in my mouth that felt like it went halfway down my throat. It definately wasn't comfortable having that thing in there but on the bright side, maybe I can suck cock now better because of it. Who knows.

Still, the actual piercing wasn't too bad and the experience was deliciously humiliating which of course definately gets my girl juices dripping. We went to a piercing studio owned by a friend of the Mistress which is why we were able to get away with my revealing and restrained appearance. I was strapped into a chair with legs spread and the process itself took very little time and of course, sitting their with my bald little pussy so vulnerable and available is a total turn on. I didn't know whether to be nervous or horny. I think I was a lot of both. When it was over I had two cute little gold rings that I really love to this day. People have used them to leash me, lock my slutty little fuck hole shut, put bells on me so they can hear and humiliate me, weights to stretch my little lips down and lots of other creative things and each one of them gets me totally dripping wet horny!

I've thought often about more piercings but I've never gone through with it. I would love some rings in my nipples, tongue, nose, belly and even more in my pussy, but despite the good experience with the rings I have, without the proper motivation its just too hard for me to actually want to go do that myself. Besides, once you've been gagged and bound for a piercing, everything else will seem boring in comparison. The only way I think I can get pierced again is for it to happen in a way thats even more restrained and humiliating. I definately think its going to take some more bondage, gags and me being completely naked, spread and vulnerable. Even if its my nipples being pierced, I'm pretty sure my legs should be spread anyway just to show what a slut I am.

One of my big fantasies is the idea of being locked to another person and while its something I have done a few times, each time is really incredible and special. So this brings us to last Saturday night at a private bondage party. I have to say most of the people there were really hot and they really know how to dress. I came in a cute little tight and shiny PVC dress but that didn't stay on my body for very long. I spend most of the party totally naked except for my heels and collar. First it started with me being stripped so I could get a nice over the knee spanking by a guy I know. I'm not really into spankings but it wasn't a big deal for me and honestly the guy spent more time fingering my pussy than spanking me anyway. I didn't complain.

After that I was leashed and on the floor with my arms bound behind me for a while and a cute blonde slave girl came in later she was played with for a while. Then someone realized that her pussy and my pussy were pierced in almost the same way, with little gold rings in each labia and that we were about the same size. So naturally a couple of little locks came out and we were forced to stand facing each other and each of her pussy rings were locked to mine. Obviously no other restraints were needed because its not like either of us could escape. We were like that for a couple of hours and when she needed to go to pee or I did, we had to be very coordinated, though to be honest, I always love watching other girls pee and I love it when people watch me pee so that was an additional bonus turn on.

Even though I really loved this humiliation and the sexual contact (I loved how much our boobs and nipples rubbed together and we spent a lot of time with our tongues in each others mouths), I kept thinking how much cooler it would be if our nipples were also locked together, or if we both had tongue rings and those were locked as well. See where my imagination is taking me? This starts to run into fantasy territory for me and I think I've written about some of these things in some of my stories too. The idea that I become an owned slave who gets totally pierced and marked and theres other slaves the same way and we're locked together in different ways. Maybe my tongue locked on her pussy or my pussy locked to her nose ring, etc. The other variation is the idea of having many rings down my pussy lips so my little fuck hole can be totally closed. Instant chastity! That's a hard one for me to deal with considering how much I love sex. I have seen other girls who had that done and half of me is jealous and half of me wonders if I'd be able to do that too or if its just a fantasy for me. See, thats the nice thing about body piercings is that they make for great ways to control a naughty little slut slave without all the trouble of restraints and I can tell you from first hand experience that when you are leashed or locked by a piercing, you respond to that very very quickly. I've been leashed by my rings many times and when the leash is pulled, I move very fast!

So that's what got me wondering again about getting more piercings was the experience with the cute blonde slave girl. Naturally this is going to bring up the question of what should get pierced next and under what circumstances would be erotic enough to actually get me horny and crazed enough to do it. If I think of anything I'll let you know, but I expect for you to share your thoughts with me on this too!

A GOOD MASTER IS HARD TO FIND BUT A HARD MASTER IS EVEN BETTER!

I got a call yesterday and the first thing I heard when I picked up the phone was "I have the perfect Mistress for you". That's always a good call to get and in this case it was from a Mistress friend who knows me very well. She also knows herself well enough to know that her style and mine are too different for us to really get together.

I don't mind being hooked up, I think its pretty useful but even with hookups, finding a good Master or Mistress isn't that different from dating, or shopping at Marshalls for that matter. I don't know if you've ever been to the Marshalls or TJ Maxx which is pretty much the same experience. If you're a guy I strongly recommend you not enter the store unless you're gay because honestly, I've never met a guy who had the patience to deal with these stores. To be honest, I barely have the patience for it. The concept is a lot like hunting for Easter eggs. You walk in the door and its almost like they're telling you, here in this huge store hidden among piles of absolute crap that you wouldn't want your worst enemy to wear, are actually some pretty good items and pretty good prices. Go have fun!

Its almost like the old drug addict mind teaser we used to joke about. You're at a party and if you want to be really mean to someone, you go up to Mr. Drug Addict and you put your arm around him and make him think he's your buddy and then you point to the target of your devious plan and say "see that guy over there? He's got a ton of cocaine on him, but if you ask him he'll deny it, and if you say I told you this, I'll deny ever talking to you. Go have fun". See the similarity? Its like you're being told there's good stuff in the store. We know its there, they told us! They wouldn't lie to us right?

So now that my thought train has completely derailed, back to the point. Finding a good dominant is a lot like finding those trendy designer clothes at the Marshalls. They're there but you have to dig through piles of crap to find them. I've met and played with a lot of dominants in my time as a little Asian slave whore. What I've learned is that no one thinks they're a bad dominant. I'm not sure that bad is the right word for it, but there's a lot of people who just aren't right for me. I might say hey, I'm looking for a dominant to do all these cruel and nasty things to my naughty brown body and of course lots of hands go up, but that doesn't mean that they're all going to be the right dominant for me. Some might be too inexperienced, unsafe or unknowleagable for example. Others may be only concerned about their own style and desires and have no interest in mine. I can always tell that last group because they won't ask me any questions before suggesting we play. How can you possibly know how to play with me if you don't ask any questions? Finally we get the group that assumes that because they're dominant and I'm submissive that I must obey their commands period. Some of that goes back to inexperience and some is just um, no.

So maybe you're asking why my Mistress friend and I aren't compatible in terms of our styles. She's into the loving and devoted slave routine in which the submissive serves her whims and dedicates her/himself (she's bi too) to her and of course there's some control with a collar but its mostly about servitude and lots of whipping and spanking. This is kind of the opposite of what I'm into which is that I'm a humiliation slut, not a pain slut. Whipping gets boring after a while and if I have to kneel at a person's feet for hours on end I get really bored too. I'm into quick bursts of excitement, its the only way to handle me. Put me on a leash, train me as a dog, dress me in tight fetish outfits and make me go out to the mall, put dildos in my ass and pussy and humiliate me beyond the limits of my imagination. See thats my thing! If I feel really comfortable with someone I'll let them start to modify my body. That's how I ended up with rings in my pussy. I'm still waiting for the next dominant to come along who will make me feel comfortable enough to get rings in my nipples or even humiliating markings!

That's really what it comes down to is anyone can say anything about what they can do or will do but if they don't take the time to get to know what excites me and the things I respond to, well its pretty unlikely that I'll respond to them. I was at a party a couple weeks ago and a dominant tried to get me and I gave him such a hard time, it was almost mean. He's like "come here now!" I said why? "Because I said so". Okey, but why should that compel me to obey you? See where this is going? It went on like that until he got frustrated and walked away. Really I was testing him to see if he would get it, I even hinted around at the answer which was to come talk to me first before you start ordering me around, but I think his head was too big.

And there we have it. If someone is so creative and interesting that they really push my buttons and get me excited, I'm totally dedicated to being their slave. That's my mentality, I don't want to risk messing it up or dissapointing the person and I want for them to keep doing all the things that drive me crazy, so I'll be the most obedient little fuck slut on the planet...but only for the person who can capture my mind in the right way. That's what happens, get my mind and the little brown fuck toy body will definately follow.

While I'm never actively looking for a Master or Mistress and I get enough play with friends and parties and such, its nice when I find someone I can play with who really knows how to make me submit truly. I've had that off and on and I'm sure I'll find it again soon, but its not easy and finding a hard Master or Mistress is definately a good thing.

Did you feel like this post was a little lame? I do too. Next time I'll try to go into detail about what happened to me the last time I was leashed like a sex pet as my exposed little body was forced to do all kinds of naughty things. Those are the kinds of posts I enjoy anyway, but I got into this whole dominant thing and it was fun but I think talking about being humiliated is better.

Lana Lang Loves Bondage and so do I

Have you ever been walking down the street, minding your own business when you see something really out of place but in a totally good way that catches your attention and turns you on and then you get a little crazy inside about it? Sometimes it can be something simple like I might see an ad and the girl in it is wearing black patent leather knee high boots with a nice high pointy heel and even though the ad is very mainstream in nature, its got a little fetish edge to it with the choice of footwear so that gets me excited. Not that I'm a foot fetishist, I'm not personally but I love sexy shoes and boots both for myself and I love seeing it on other girls too!

But I'm getting off the track because the thing I saw a couple days ago was not about shoes or boots. I mean it was but that was just the tip of the iceberg really. See, I was at the Century City shopping center which is a nice open mall with lots of fun and shopping and I was browsing with a friend because of course shopping is always more fun when you have someone to share the experience with. Off in the distance I thought I saw a really cute girl and a guy and they were coming up on an escalator from the parking deck. What caught my attention though was the fact that she seemed to be wearing a black fishnet bodysuit with just a black bikini covering the parts you can't show in a place like the Century City Mall without getting arrested. So at this point I'm really torn. Do I work my way over to that side of the mall to get a closer look or say oh that's nice and keep doing what I was doing. I know guys say this sometimes and I think its true that sometimes you'll see a girl (or a guy, yes it works both ways) from far away and you'll think, wow, that girl or guy is just incredible. Then you'll get up close and its like, oops, maybe not, time to get the prescription on the eyeglasses changed or something.

Anyway, my friend is pretty open minded and has fetish and bi curiosities though she goes through phases in which she denies her interest to explore because she's afraid of what that will mean. In other words, we've kissed but only when we've had a couple drinks and I can't seem to get her to go any further. It's too bad because she's an incredibly hot latina girl. I mean this girl could easily win beauty pageants if she wanted to and looks very similar to Jessica Alba. Now you can see why plying her with liquor so I can get her tongue in my mouth is an attractive option! So I pointed the girl out from far away and my friend who only caught a glimpse of her as she was rounding a corner said oh sure that's nice or something and then went off to check out a pair of Nine West pumps. So the shopping trip continues but throughout I still had that body wrapped up in the fishnet on my mind.

Nearly an hour later we're done shopping and we get on the escalator to go down to the parking deck and who should get on right behind us? The girl in the fishnet bodysuit! Now we can see her up close and guess what? She is absolutely gorgeous with a really cute face that looks a lot like the girl who plays Lana Lang on Smallville but with longer brown hair. Now this is a bad thing for me because I have a little star crush on that actress so now I get into a situation in which I'm going to become some mentally unbalanced stalker girl or something. Well here's where it gets wierd in both a good and bad way. I notice she's wearing a little metal collar with a ring in front and she has little metal cuffs around her wrists and ankles with little rings on them as well. See, I know what this means!

So then the guy says hello so we're nice and say hi as well. See this is the thing just so you know. If a guy like this one (and he wasn't exactly a great looking guy so we're not sure how he got a girl this hot, maybe he has a lot of money or maybe he's just a great guy, we don't know) were by himself and started talking to us, we probably would keep going. Hello Mr. Psycho Man, we must be going now, we left the oven on. But there are elements that a guy can introduce into the situation that says that he's harmless. The lowest level of this is a dog. Anyone can get a dog so it doesn't mean anything but it shows that the guy can take care of something,, commit to things and handle a relationship at least with a dog. Maybe he could be nice and probably has a home of some sort. Its probably the best one for picking up girls I would think because it shows that he may be unattached. Children and girls also show the guy might be okay but the send the conflicting message that he has a baby or child or he already has a girl so why does he need another. Te point I'm making with this is that because he was with this hot girl, we figured he was probably not too bad though in retrospect, he could have hypnotized or threatened her into being with him but we're making certain dangerous assumptions here that this is not the case.

So, for those of you who think I'm some cute little Miss perfect I'd like to shatter that illusion right now. I'm a dork, especially around people who make me sexually crazy. I'm pretty sure I made an ass out of myself the whole time going down the escalator because I was just totally staring at this girl, I was hynotized or something and the guy she was with knew it. By the way, I know when a guy sees a girl like this he's likely to get hard and maybe his package will become visible somewhat. I know this because on more than one occasion I've had that affect on a guy. See, I know what goes on with you people! I had the female equivalent which of course is getting wet and as you know when I get wet my juices tend to drip down my legs if I'm not wearing panties. Luckily on this particular day I was (I know, I've just shattered the illusion that I never wear panties, but if it makes you feel better they were g-string).

So we get down to the parking deck and we're just kind of talking a little with the guy and the girl hasn't said a word and the guy says stop. We think he's talking to us so we stop. That makes sense right? Well no, he's talking to the girl. She stops, puts her arms behind her back. He pulls out a little lock and locks her wrist cuffs and then attaches a little leash to her collar. I almost lost it there. I figured she was into bondage, the cuffs and collar pretty much screamed it and the way she was dressed indicated that either she was an exhibitionist slut or it was an exercise in forced dressing and public humiliation. Either way it was exactly the kind of thing that gets me crazy.

Naturally I can't help myself and now that I know for sure they're into bondage I mention that I'm involved in some of the bdsm organizations in town and ask if they're involved at all. We chat a few minutes and he mentioned that they're looking into a couple of them so maybe they'll see me there which is nice. Then the guy says he really doesn't have time to talk because they have to finish getting her prepared for the day. I asked what that meant and he said that it was a big day for her because she was getting pierced. I got him to go into more detail and it meant of course nipples and clit hood. Then he asked if I was pierced and I told him I was in my labias and we talked a little more and it came out that although I switch sometimes, I'm generally submissive and into humiliation, exhibitionism and being controlled. Of course he had to figure the thing wasn't about him but about his girl right?

But this guy isn't stupid obviously so he knows exactly what to say. He turns to his girl and asks if she thinks I'm attractive and if she'd want to spend time with me. The girl answers that she thinks I'm beautiful and would do that. So the guy then says that he thinks that his girl and I would hit it off and that we should spend some time together. I gave him my email address and maybe I'll hear from her or more likely him or maybe not. It doesn't matter because it was an interesting experience and more important its given me some great material for fantasy. I went home after that and played with myself like crazy just thinking of all the fun things I could do with this girl I saw at the mall. Whether I actually ever see her again, I'm not sure if that matters, but if I do, it'll definately make for a great story to share here!

Sometimes a lot of Humiliation means a little Pain

I mention it all the time that I'm a total humiliation slut but when it comes to pain, you can leave me out. It's not that I don't accept that some pain is part of the process, I get that and I do expect a bit of discomfort. Let's face it, its kind of hard to have your nipples clamped or weights attached to your pussy lips without feeling a little sting and certainly when a little Asian fucktoy like myself has been a naughty bitch, I definately need to be punished and sometimes that means a spanking and sometimes it means a whipping.

I know girls who are total pain sluts though, big time. They can totally get off on being flogged for hours and its like after the initial pain period has built up to a certain point, they sort of drift into a different kind of mentality. Its very much like a natural high where your brain starts kicking in all kinds of natural chemicals to counter whats going on to your body and for some people that can be very exciting. I'm not a doctor (unless I play dressup and yes I do have a couple of very sexy nurse outfits, one is a nice tight shiny PVC too!) so I have no idea what is happening to me chemically when I'm severely humiliated or if its the same process or feeling as being flogged or exposed to larger amounts of pain (much in the same way that needle play for example might trigger chemical releases) but it would be very interesting to find out.

I guess the other issue I have with whipping is that for a lot of dominants, especially ones who sorry to say this lack creativity, its like their "go to" move. First we expose the girl, that's fun but now we spank spank spank, whip whip whip, get a flogger with thinner tails, whip whip whip some more, now rub rub rub, now whip whip whip. Maybe its just me but that kind of gets boring after a while. Don't get me wrong, I think if you do anything too much or too often its going to get boring which is why mixing things up and trying new things is so important.

So yes I love humiliation and accept a little pain must fall into my naughty little life as a bondage whore. I guess the best way I can put this is to say that I don't like it when the pain is the focus of the activity but rather simply a side effect. You put clamps on my nipples and attach strings or weights to the clamps to stretch them out or really pull hard on them, of course theres some pain involved, I have these really big thick nipples too that get super sensitive so definately, I'm feeling that. But the issue is that the pain is not the focus of the activity, at least not for me. It's more about control (because this very sensitive part of my body is being bound and controlled) and humiliation (and if you don't believe me, try standing naked in a room of strangers with your nipples stretched out to ridiculous lengths and tell me you don't fell a pinch of humliation, its delicious!).

I mentioned my pussy lips too and as you know I am pierced with 2 rings in my pussy so often I'll get leashed there. Believe me when someone tugs on a leash that is attached to my pussy, I feel it and I start moving pretty quick. Again though the point isn't to cause pain to the lips of my little fuck hole, though that certainly is the case, but rather its to humiliate me by controlling my whole body by the one part of it that really defines me as a sex toy for use. Its a similar thing if you're talking about my pussy lips being stretched out by weights or by string tied to the rings that then pull them down or out or even apart to expose my juicy whore hole.

Those are probably the obvious things someone can do to my tight brown body that will cause me some pain. Clamps stretching my sensitive parts and a nice whipping or spanking but there are other things. For example, if you put a particularly large plug in my ass ,that is going to be very uncomfortable but also very humiliating. Especially if you make me go out in public like that. If you've never put a large plug or dildo in a girl's ass and then gone out to dinner with her, try it and take note of how she walks and sits. I think you'll really enjoy the show, I'm sure that I've given a great show of trying to deal with this thing inside me while trying to act as normal as possible at the same time.

This brings me to the whole point of all this which is the thing I love and hate all at the same time which is candle wax.. First of all, most people don't realize that you can actually buy wax that burns at different temperatures, so the real pain sluts might be out there getting a high heat candle so they can really feel the pain, but for me, I'm happy with a nice mild candle. For me the focus is on covering my body and my not so private parts with wax. It really does humiliate me because again I'm exposed, in a way I'm being modified and yes even with a mild temperature candle the wax still stings. I especially love it when my pussy, nipples and tits, belly and face get covered in wax. The one part of my body I love having covered in wax is my tongue. It freaks me out a little because I can sometimes feel the wax sliding down my tongue but it always hardens before it goes too far which is comforting. The thing that happens is that at first my tongue has to be pulled out but once even a little wax is covering it, it stays out on its own. I can't really pull it back into my mouth with this huge chunk of wax all over it, I mean I guess I could theoretically but it just seems like it would feel really wierd. Either way though, having those parts covered in wax can definately be a humiliating experience.

So even though I may experience a little pain in my slutty fetish whore life, its all for humiliation purposes. If you don't think that being naked in a room full of strangers with your tongue hanging out of your mouth covered in wax, drool dripping everywhere, your nipples pulled way way out, your pussy lips pulled apart, your pussy juice dripping down your thighs and a huge plug shoved up your ass is humiliating, then I strongly recommend you try it! You might find that it can be very humiliating but more important, you might just find that you like it!

On All Fours with a Plug in my Ass, So What Else is New?

So there I was on all fours with my nipples grazing against the ground and my bare ass stuck in the air. This is a good position for me because it really shows off the best parts of my little brown body, namely my pussy and asshole which are nicely exposed so that anyone standing behind me has a really good view. No room for modesty here, pretty much every inch of Maliia is on display so I might as well just go with it.

Even though I'm a total exhibitionist and probably have shown off every part of my body to all kinds of people who I have met and many others I will probably never meet, I still get a thrill when someone who has never seen my most sensitive parts gets to see them for the first time. Obviously the thing has to be consensual, its not like I'm going to go bend over in the middle of the Starbucks and let all of those people see things. Sure they fit the definition of people who haven't seen my private parts and while some might enjoy the show, I have a feeling there are plenty of others who didn't sign up for a little pussy and ass with their morning mocha. This wasn't exactly what they had in mind when they ordered the warm muffin. So sure the idea of being exposed in a public place like that is hot, but infeasible generally. That doesn't mean I haven't done those sorts of things. I've been forced to do all kinds of nasty things in the drive through and I've had a couple humiliation scenes in a public place in which I was forced to wet myself, but for the most part they were somewhat controlled activities.

Its not just that I'm naked and on all fours of course but as you might expect I'm wearing a dog collar as well to which there is a leash attached. You guessed it, I'm a little puppy slut. I love to be a puppy slut, its very humiliating for me to be degraded like a lowly animal. Now what makes this particularly exciting is that I'm doing a fun scene with a Mistress friend who I've played with many times, so the show of my tight Asian body is nothing new for her, but in the room are also about half a dozen other people who I have never met. I think it can't get more humiliating when the Mistress gets a plug and lubes it up and starts circling my asshole with it. Its hard to describe how something like that feels, not physically so much as emotionally because you can't see it going in, you just feel it. Of course it won't be that easy, the Mistress makes me spasm my asshole for the crowd a few times so she can demonstrate just how much control over me. See, thats some good humiliation.

Anyway, first the plug feels cold going in and a little slimy. Mistress twists it a little and pushes a little and works it in and out and I can definately feel all this but it seems to be taking forever. Don't get me wrong, I'm pretty happy she's going slow with it and taking her time and letting others enjoy the show of my ass being invaded by what feels like a pretty large item, it's definately much better than the alternative which I guess is that she just shoves the thing in as hard as she can. I've had that happen to me a couple times before, interestingly both times were by men and I guess subtlety wasn't their thing. At least they lubed it up before they did that but still, the slow and gentle ass fuck is always the way to go whether its with a real cock or a plug.

Eventually the plug is buried all the way into my asshole and I'm still there on all fours gripping it inside me and feeling the humiliation of knowing that this thing is sticking out and plugging me up back there. I feel Mistresses fingers gently tug a little on my labia rings and she runs her finger up to my clit and that just drives me crazy and I know I'm dripping wet. I mean I was already dripping wet, don't get me wrong (and when I get wet I do drip, I'm a very juicy girl), but this just becomes more than I think I can handle.

My point is this is very exciting for me right? I have strangers looking at me being totally humiliated and exposed. Well there's a wierd thing for me which is if I see someone else going through the same thing I'm going through, it makes it like twice as hot. I think its because I can't really see whats happening to my body, its not like I get the total view so I don't always appreciate how humiliating it is for me. I think it was at this point that one of the strangers who had a really cute blonde girl on a leash, ordered her to strip and get on all fours which she did right next to me and she raised her ass just like mine and for the next few minutes she was fitted with a plug too. We were like twins and because I could see how exposed she was, that just made me even more horny!

Once her plug was fitted we then received spankings and a little flogging from various people. I know more than one stranger snuck in a quick feel of my pussy, I know that was no accident! Even though the blonde slave and I were positioned very close from the start, at some point we ended up getting closer together and as we were being spanked I noticed she moved her head in closer to me and tilted it. I can take a hint and I figured she was going in for a kiss and she was really cute so I moved in a little too and we kissed. At first it was a nice soft little touching of the lips but then she opened her mouth and I felt her tongue lick my lips. I let her do this for a while and then I opened my mouth and touched my tongue to hers and before we knew it we were in full on french kiss mode. Its strange how things go when you're doing something like that. We were both getting spanked and flogged and totally felt up and although I was definately aware of it, my world became that kiss and her mouth, it was really the only thing I was focusing on.

Of course all good things come to an end and our kiss was broken up, our leashes were picked up and we were walked around the room together as a blonde puppy whore and an Asian puppy whore. We were punished a little more that night but never got the chance to kiss or play with each other for the rest of the time which was a little dissapointing. Still, it was a great little party and I can't wait for the next one. We'll have to find new people to party with though, its just not the same showing off my tight little pussy and asshole to people who have already seen the show.

How Real Does Your Cock Have to Be?

I sometimes wonder what life would be like with a penis. Its not that I want one or anything, I'm perfectly happy with my pussy, it gives me hours of fun and I tend to have multiple orgasms too which can often be really powerful and juicy (and lately I've actually started squirting a little bit when I have a particularly powerful orgasm so that's something new). But despite my total happiness with my tight little Asian body and my cute shaven and pierced pussy, I see these guys having so much fun with their cocks and I just have to wonder, whats going on with that that's so much fun?

I think I've had some good experience with cocks, I've had plenty of them deep in my mouth, my tongue swirling around the head and down the shaft. I've had them sliding into my juicy little pussy and sometimes even spreading my tight little asshole. I know that line totally makes me sound like a cheap whore which is fine because I am a whore, I admit it, I love having my holes filled and my body being used, so what?

The point is that we know guys think about sex a lot more than women (except me, I'm convinced that I think about sex at least as often as any guy) so there must be something fun going on there. Its not easily duplicated either. For example, sometimes when I'm with another girl I like to put on a strap-on and have her suck it (which is nice for humiliating her but since I get no sensation from my rubber cock, it doesn't really do much for me) and then I can fuck her pussy with it or even fuck her ass if that's what we're doing. So its a lot of fun and a lot of work (I've always thought that sex is the best exercise you can have if you do it right) but since again, no feeling in my rubber cock, I don't know whats going on down there. I do get some good views though, like I love it when I fuck a friend doggy style in her pussy and her asshole is right there and slightly open and I start to tease her by putting my finger in and out, that usually drives the girls crazy. See I know this because it drives me crazy. Being a 3 hole whore, if I get something, anything be it a cock, plug, dildo or some snacks from a party tray in me, it definately heightens the experience. I love it when I'm being fucked while someone fingers my asshole.

So then the question becomes well if the rubber cock doesn't give me any sensation, why bother right? Well the obvious is that I can fuck a girl with it and roughly simulate the experience for her of getting fucked but also for male domination it can be good too. I don't do a lot of male domination mostly because I'm not a domme really though I do get dominant sometimes, but there are some guys who as part of their submission feel that having their ass taken by their Mistress is a very erotic part of the power exchange. I know a lot of very misguided people out there, especially guys, think that being fucked in the ass in any way shape or form opens up the door to homosexuality. I don't think so. There's no part of giving total control of your body to a female nor of having her use whatever parts of you that she wants to that is necessarily homosexual. I'm not saying of course there's anything wrong with gay bdsm relationships, there's definately plenty and bdsm is it seems a bigger part of gay sexual activity than hetero, maybe because gay people are already pretty open minded sexually generally speaking so they figure why not do what feels good and you like as long as its not hurting anyone else anyway. I like that attitude, see that's how it should be.

The question becomes, which would I prefer to be fucked with, a hot girl with a rubber cock or the real thing. The answer is, can I have both please? See they serve very different purposes. Sometimes a girl just needs to be taken, manhandled and fucked like a toy or street whore and then thrown back into the gutter. I'm not just talking about girls like me either, theres a lot of seemlingly nice girls who though they would never admit it in public, probably fantasize about being taken, used, fucked 20 different ways and possibly by several men at once. I'm like 95 pounds and pretty short so if I'm going to fuck a girl who has that feeling in mind, she's definately not going to get that same experience and likewise if I'm the girl who just wants to be fucked hard by someone who can pick my whole little body up and plop it down on a hard cock and lift me and basically fuck my entire body at once, its not going to be with someone who obviously lacks the size or strength to do that. You can handle 95 pounds of horny Asian girl right?

The other nice thing is you get the warmth of the cock. I know that seems minor but its really not. Sometimes you get a rubber cock sliding into your pussy (and by yours I mean mine) and its kind of cold and theres no movement within the cock itself and with the real thing, you can feel the warmth of the skin as it slides into you, slight movements within the guy's cock as it moves slowly deeper and deeper, especially if he stops for a few seconds and just lets it sit inside me, that can be very nice. Not that a good pounding to make me think I'm being raped and tortured isn't sometimes a good thing either.

This whole thought came up because I had a dream last night in which there was a really cute blonde girl tied on her back on an ottoman with her legs spread and her shaven pussy vulnerable. I was wearing a black strapon cock and climbed on her and started fucking her and as we both got really sweaty, I started to rub my sweat covered little body against hers and our bodies slid up and down against the sweat as the cock drove into her. But she was so much tighter than most girls I've fucked that it was almost like trying to fuck her asshole. Or maybe I was fucking her asshole, it was a dream and you know how these things can change around. I woke up horny like you won't believe and of course started to play with my pussy but the thought still went into my mind about what a guy would have felt if presented with the same chained up slavegirl who was ready to be raped and used.

So I guess what I'm saying is that it seems guys play with their cocks a lot but I play with my pussy a lot too, so maybe they both have their advantages and disadvantages. As much as I like to play with cocks though, I think I'd rather just let them stay on the bodies of the guys who own them and stick to playing with my own little shaven pussy and playing with the rings that pierce it. The nice thing of course, is that my pussy never gets jealous when my mouth or asshole gets fucked instead. See, now that's being a team player, though its even better to be a double team player!

Pain is Good with a Little Humiliation

I'm not really into pain. I know some girls who are total pain sluts and thats great for them. They tell me about how they enter a different space and mentally things become totally different for them. I'ts not that I haven't tried it or anything because I have. Some things like electricity just wierd me out totally, whipping or flogging is okay but a lot of it depends on how its done. If it's overly repetitious, it starts to get routine and boring and I get to be a bitchy little pain in the ass when I'm bored. On the other hand, if its interupted a lot, some nice rubbing, maybe playing with my tits or pussy and kissing or licking, it can be fun.

That's not to say that I can't take a little punishment. For some reason I'm good with hot wax. Not the super hot burning wax which I've seen but a nice normal wax is good. Plus there's something sexy about my tight little brown body covered in wax. It's especially interesting when it starts to cover my big thick sensitive nipples and especially depending on how I'm bound, it can start to drip down towards my pussy, hardening on my soft little pussy lips. What's really fun about hot wax for me is when its dripped on my tongue. This is a great way to go if I'm locked into a ring or dental gag where my mouth is forced open and especially if my tongue is pulled out so that I totally have no choice. It does freak me out a little while it's happening because I get nervous about swallowing wax, but if you use the right kind of wax on this, then it hardens really fast and so that's not a problem. I think the reason I like wax on my tongue isn't the sensation when it hits, but rather the humiliation of me standing there with a wax covered tongue, unable to bring it back into my mouth and drooling heavily with no control.

So that's the thing for me, I'm just a total humiliation slut. Anything that humiliates me, even if it involves a little pain, I'm a lot more able and willing to deal with than just plain pain for the sake of pain. I'll give you another example which is my pussy. Yes you knew I was going to talk about my pussy right? So when I got my inner labias pierced it stung a little sure ,but the humiliation of it was fantastic. I loved how I could connect my rings with a lock or be leashed by my pussy which is especially humiliating. See what happens is a leash clips through both rings. Then when its pulled, it pulls and stretches my inner pussy lips out so they're being stretched out from my pussy and pulled out in a really abnormal looking way. I know this sounds strange but the sight of it again is SO humiliating because I'm being controlled and leashed by the very part of my body that most identifies me as a slutty little fuck whore and the fact that its being pulled out like that really makes me feel vulnerable and humiliated.

I guess that's why I like to keep my pussy completely hairless at all times. I'm serious, I like it bald down there where if you see me, all you can catch is a glimmer of the rings hanging through my lips. I told you about that session a few weeks ago in which I volunteered to serve for a Mistress friend who had a guy who wanted to be a slaveboy while I was the slavegirl. I get the appeal of it totally because for me, I feel much more humiliated when there's someone there to see or share my humiliation and I think he was the same way. At one point during the session my arms were chained above me, my nipples were tied tightly with string that pulled them very hard to the sides, also pulling my small little tits that way (they're pretty small so they don't exactly pull very far unlike if I had big boobs, but since my nipples are so big, they're perfect for high quality nipple torture) and my legs were spread as far as they could be. It was like I sort of hanging with my legs up and spread if you can picture that. Anyway, my bald little pussy was totally exposed and vulnerable and the little rings just kind of hung down from my inner lips and this guy just could see everything. I still felt embarassed and humiliated because that's part of the point and its not like he hadn't seen this earlier in the session when we were forced on all fours to crawl like dogs and he was behind me and no doubt saw my pussy and asshole with totally clear view, but still, there was something different about this.

Anyway the Mistress began to flog my exposed pussy! It stung a little, especially since its so sensitve there, but it also turned me on so much. I don't know if it was because with most of the hits, my clit got nicely grazed or sometimes the flogger would hit on my rings, but I felt the comforting tingle of humiliation. Well I thought I was humiliated until I really lost control and started peeing. See, I love pee play. I know its not the thing for everything but I love it when people see me pee, I love to pee on others or have them pee on me. Its fun. This was accidental though so it was more humiliation. It wasn't like oh I'm going to squat down and pee and you're going to watch as it comes out of me, this was my pussy is being whipped, I'm trying to control it and I just couldn't control it any more.

The Mistress loved it though and as I started to pee she had the slaveboy stick his face in my pussy so I was peeing in his mouth. I'm sure he enjoyed drinking my pee. You would too right? Well I guess that depends on whether or not you're into pee play right? Still, it's humiliating because it reduces me to the thing that humilates me most, a lowly sex animal who's only function is well, sex. Just an object with one purpose of being fucked or used in a way to bring pleasure. That really turns me on. I guess thats why thinking of being a puppy or ponygirl or a sex doll turns me on so much. In the course of drinking my pee, the guy by the way snuck in a few licks on my pussy. He wasn't supposed to do that, but I didn't tell even though I felt his tongue down there. Hey, I was horny!! The problem was it wasn't enough to make me cum but don't worry, I definately got to cum that day, and I was a humiliated little animal fuck hole when it happened too, but that's a different story I guess.