Humiliating a Horny Slant Eyed Fetish Sex Doll

First I have to say Happy New Year to everyone and that I hope your coming year is filled with lots of fetish fun and kinky happy times. So I was talking with my friend Kina last night who is this really cute Thai submissive with an absolutely perfect body and one of the things we were discussing was verbal humiliation. As you know I just love all kinds of humiliation, that's totally my thing and I've discussed this in the blog many times before that I'm a total humiliation slut. Part of humiliation of course is verbal humiliation and there's ways of doing it that really turn me on and ways that are kind of boring and stupid.

Lets talk about boring and stupid for a minute because its not as much fun and that way I can just get it out of the way and we can move on to the more fun stuff. I've seen people try to do verbal humiliation and their version of it is just calling me a bunch of names. Its a very subtle difference, I get that, but its not really so much about just calling me names. There has to be some sort of connection to it. In addition, I've never really cared for verbal for which there isn't any truth to it. Its sort of like if you called me some slur for a black person that's just silly, it's not going to do anything for me because I'm not black. Same with calling me stupid. That's the lazy way out calling someone stupid or dumb or ugly or whatever. I know I'm not stupid and I'm told I'm not ugly so those don't do anything for me either. One last thing which is that verbal humiliation has a fine line between pleasure and verbal abuse. Its a wierd line because anyone who isn't into this kind of play will consider all verbal humiliation to be abusive and offensive but then again anyone not into bdsm may consider it to be sick, twisted, abusive, torture, whatever because its not their thing and they just don't get it. So its important to keep that in mind too.

Okey, so what kinds of verbal humiliation actually works on a naughty little slanty eyed slut like me. Hey that works! I love it when the degradation focuses on objectifying me. Making me into less than human or just an object for sex. So if you call me a fuck toy, fetish doll or sex puppy, that works wonders. Also, any reference to my sexual promiscuity is always a winner. The fact is, I probably am a slut, whore and cocksucking piece of fuck meat, so when I hear that it makes me feel shame and that turns me on. Funny how that works huh? I also like references to my own body. See, this is the narcissist in me. I love it when my naughty little pussy or big hard nipples are referred to and since I am small its fine to call me small or little or naughty or whatever. Finally, for me personally, bringing ethnicity into it is a big winner too. So while dripping little fuck toy will get me wet, dripping little oriental fuck toy will do even more. That's why I slipped that slanty eyed comment in before, its hot for me to be called a slant eyed whore or whatever, after all, I am!!

Just being told all these things is definately hot, no doubt. You get me chained down and start telling me in your property and I'm your horny little asian fuck doll and my pussy will start dripping juice down my legs. But Kina and I agreed that there's one more element that will put us over the top and that's making us say the humiliation too. So when you tell me to call myself a pretty little cocksucking whore or to beg while degrading myself in unique ways, that just gets me so hot because then the words are coming out of my mouth too and I'm being forced to admit what a little slant eyed sex doll in heat I really am. That's really hot.

So I hope you have a great 2009 and if you're into verbal humiliation then hopefully you can relate to my thoughts and will share your own thoughts or experiences and if you're more into giving the humiliation, maybe you have some tricks for making that burning feeling of shame work its way into a naughty girl's pussy or a bad slave boy's cock even faster and harder!

To Gag or Not to Gag, That is the Question!

I have a problem. Actually I have a lot of them I'm sure but when it comes to bondage I've always had one in particular. I look great with a gag in my mouth. Seriously! There are some girls and even boys who whether they have a penis gag or a nice bright ball gag in their mouths or even a bit gag like a pony, they look really terrific. I love the way I look in a gag because I look so helpless and controlled, like I'm just a totally owned and controlled little puppet. Its just one more part of me that is taken away and all I can do is just whatever I'm told without the ability to say anything about it.

So what's the problem you ask? That sounds pretty good right? Good looking Asian girl with a hot little naked body all chained up and ready to be used with a nice big gag filling her mouth. The problem is that I give great blowjobs and I'm even better at giving another girl oral as well. It's true, my mouth and tongue are very talented! I absolutely love to have my mouth on another girl's pussy too, it feels so natural there and if a guy is fucking my mouth or I'm running my tongue down his hard shaft and feeling the tip slowly press past my lips. I just love it so much. You see where the problem is going right? It's hard to for a nasty little Asian whore like me to use her mouth when there's a big gag filling it!

Often its been a trade off in which if I'm going to be gagged then obviously my mouth is not going to be used. Sure, my ass and pussy might get fucked really nicely either with a strapon or even the real thing, or what sometimes happens is that poor Maliia doesn't get fucked at all and is chained up like a little piece of slave meat with a big gag in her mouth and no satisfaction at all. Of course sometimes I've even worn a dildo gag on my face so that I'm fucking another girl by pressing my head into her pussy. It's so close I can almost taste it and yet, with my soft pink little whore tongue trapped behind the gag, it can't get out for me to sample her flavors!

Theres a couple solutions to this issue. The first is to keep doing what I'm doing which is to be a gagged little slut slave sometimes with my Asian body used in some ways but obviously not oral during those times. The other is a ring or sink gag. This is a gag that holds the mouth open. It's good and bad. The problem is I don't look nearly as sexy in a ring gag as I do in a ball or pump gag. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure if I were chained to your floor naked with all my holes ready for use, you wouldn't turn me down because I had a ring gag but this is a matter of personal opinion you see. Just like some girls think a certain kind of jeans make their ass look good or shoes make their legs look nice, I think certain kinds of gags make me look like a more appealing slave bitch in heat. The nice thing about an open mouth gag is that a guy can just fuck me in my mouth. I have no choice and I basically become a blow job machine. I'm just chained there, my body totally useless and my mouth wide open for anyone who would want to shove a cock in there. The same works for girls too though its a bit more challenging because in order to satisfy them I have to really stretch my tongue out of my mouth. Also for girls when I give oral I like to use my lips a lot and suck on their clit and pussy lips which obviously isn't going to happen with a ring gag in my mouth.

It almost becomes one of those things in which you can never find a state of satisfaction on it. When I'm gagged I want to be ungagged so I can use my mouth all over the person's (or people if there's more than one and there has been from time to time) body. But when I'm ungagged I feel like I'm not as restrained and controlled as I'd like to be. It really adds to my feeling of being just a controlled object and without it I start thinking that I wish I were gagged so I could better get that feeling again. Wierd huh? I guess that's just a dilemma I'll have to live with. Whether I'm gagged or not though I'm happy to have any of my available holes to satisfy you and I hope you'll find me just as sexy when my mouth is on your hard cock or your dripping wet pussy as when it has a big gag filling it.