Lana Lang Loves Bondage and so do I

Have you ever been walking down the street, minding your own business when you see something really out of place but in a totally good way that catches your attention and turns you on and then you get a little crazy inside about it? Sometimes it can be something simple like I might see an ad and the girl in it is wearing black patent leather knee high boots with a nice high pointy heel and even though the ad is very mainstream in nature, its got a little fetish edge to it with the choice of footwear so that gets me excited. Not that I'm a foot fetishist, I'm not personally but I love sexy shoes and boots both for myself and I love seeing it on other girls too!

But I'm getting off the track because the thing I saw a couple days ago was not about shoes or boots. I mean it was but that was just the tip of the iceberg really. See, I was at the Century City shopping center which is a nice open mall with lots of fun and shopping and I was browsing with a friend because of course shopping is always more fun when you have someone to share the experience with. Off in the distance I thought I saw a really cute girl and a guy and they were coming up on an escalator from the parking deck. What caught my attention though was the fact that she seemed to be wearing a black fishnet bodysuit with just a black bikini covering the parts you can't show in a place like the Century City Mall without getting arrested. So at this point I'm really torn. Do I work my way over to that side of the mall to get a closer look or say oh that's nice and keep doing what I was doing. I know guys say this sometimes and I think its true that sometimes you'll see a girl (or a guy, yes it works both ways) from far away and you'll think, wow, that girl or guy is just incredible. Then you'll get up close and its like, oops, maybe not, time to get the prescription on the eyeglasses changed or something.

Anyway, my friend is pretty open minded and has fetish and bi curiosities though she goes through phases in which she denies her interest to explore because she's afraid of what that will mean. In other words, we've kissed but only when we've had a couple drinks and I can't seem to get her to go any further. It's too bad because she's an incredibly hot latina girl. I mean this girl could easily win beauty pageants if she wanted to and looks very similar to Jessica Alba. Now you can see why plying her with liquor so I can get her tongue in my mouth is an attractive option! So I pointed the girl out from far away and my friend who only caught a glimpse of her as she was rounding a corner said oh sure that's nice or something and then went off to check out a pair of Nine West pumps. So the shopping trip continues but throughout I still had that body wrapped up in the fishnet on my mind.

Nearly an hour later we're done shopping and we get on the escalator to go down to the parking deck and who should get on right behind us? The girl in the fishnet bodysuit! Now we can see her up close and guess what? She is absolutely gorgeous with a really cute face that looks a lot like the girl who plays Lana Lang on Smallville but with longer brown hair. Now this is a bad thing for me because I have a little star crush on that actress so now I get into a situation in which I'm going to become some mentally unbalanced stalker girl or something. Well here's where it gets wierd in both a good and bad way. I notice she's wearing a little metal collar with a ring in front and she has little metal cuffs around her wrists and ankles with little rings on them as well. See, I know what this means!

So then the guy says hello so we're nice and say hi as well. See this is the thing just so you know. If a guy like this one (and he wasn't exactly a great looking guy so we're not sure how he got a girl this hot, maybe he has a lot of money or maybe he's just a great guy, we don't know) were by himself and started talking to us, we probably would keep going. Hello Mr. Psycho Man, we must be going now, we left the oven on. But there are elements that a guy can introduce into the situation that says that he's harmless. The lowest level of this is a dog. Anyone can get a dog so it doesn't mean anything but it shows that the guy can take care of something,, commit to things and handle a relationship at least with a dog. Maybe he could be nice and probably has a home of some sort. Its probably the best one for picking up girls I would think because it shows that he may be unattached. Children and girls also show the guy might be okay but the send the conflicting message that he has a baby or child or he already has a girl so why does he need another. Te point I'm making with this is that because he was with this hot girl, we figured he was probably not too bad though in retrospect, he could have hypnotized or threatened her into being with him but we're making certain dangerous assumptions here that this is not the case.

So, for those of you who think I'm some cute little Miss perfect I'd like to shatter that illusion right now. I'm a dork, especially around people who make me sexually crazy. I'm pretty sure I made an ass out of myself the whole time going down the escalator because I was just totally staring at this girl, I was hynotized or something and the guy she was with knew it. By the way, I know when a guy sees a girl like this he's likely to get hard and maybe his package will become visible somewhat. I know this because on more than one occasion I've had that affect on a guy. See, I know what goes on with you people! I had the female equivalent which of course is getting wet and as you know when I get wet my juices tend to drip down my legs if I'm not wearing panties. Luckily on this particular day I was (I know, I've just shattered the illusion that I never wear panties, but if it makes you feel better they were g-string).

So we get down to the parking deck and we're just kind of talking a little with the guy and the girl hasn't said a word and the guy says stop. We think he's talking to us so we stop. That makes sense right? Well no, he's talking to the girl. She stops, puts her arms behind her back. He pulls out a little lock and locks her wrist cuffs and then attaches a little leash to her collar. I almost lost it there. I figured she was into bondage, the cuffs and collar pretty much screamed it and the way she was dressed indicated that either she was an exhibitionist slut or it was an exercise in forced dressing and public humiliation. Either way it was exactly the kind of thing that gets me crazy.

Naturally I can't help myself and now that I know for sure they're into bondage I mention that I'm involved in some of the bdsm organizations in town and ask if they're involved at all. We chat a few minutes and he mentioned that they're looking into a couple of them so maybe they'll see me there which is nice. Then the guy says he really doesn't have time to talk because they have to finish getting her prepared for the day. I asked what that meant and he said that it was a big day for her because she was getting pierced. I got him to go into more detail and it meant of course nipples and clit hood. Then he asked if I was pierced and I told him I was in my labias and we talked a little more and it came out that although I switch sometimes, I'm generally submissive and into humiliation, exhibitionism and being controlled. Of course he had to figure the thing wasn't about him but about his girl right?

But this guy isn't stupid obviously so he knows exactly what to say. He turns to his girl and asks if she thinks I'm attractive and if she'd want to spend time with me. The girl answers that she thinks I'm beautiful and would do that. So the guy then says that he thinks that his girl and I would hit it off and that we should spend some time together. I gave him my email address and maybe I'll hear from her or more likely him or maybe not. It doesn't matter because it was an interesting experience and more important its given me some great material for fantasy. I went home after that and played with myself like crazy just thinking of all the fun things I could do with this girl I saw at the mall. Whether I actually ever see her again, I'm not sure if that matters, but if I do, it'll definately make for a great story to share here!

Sometimes a lot of Humiliation means a little Pain

I mention it all the time that I'm a total humiliation slut but when it comes to pain, you can leave me out. It's not that I don't accept that some pain is part of the process, I get that and I do expect a bit of discomfort. Let's face it, its kind of hard to have your nipples clamped or weights attached to your pussy lips without feeling a little sting and certainly when a little Asian fucktoy like myself has been a naughty bitch, I definately need to be punished and sometimes that means a spanking and sometimes it means a whipping.

I know girls who are total pain sluts though, big time. They can totally get off on being flogged for hours and its like after the initial pain period has built up to a certain point, they sort of drift into a different kind of mentality. Its very much like a natural high where your brain starts kicking in all kinds of natural chemicals to counter whats going on to your body and for some people that can be very exciting. I'm not a doctor (unless I play dressup and yes I do have a couple of very sexy nurse outfits, one is a nice tight shiny PVC too!) so I have no idea what is happening to me chemically when I'm severely humiliated or if its the same process or feeling as being flogged or exposed to larger amounts of pain (much in the same way that needle play for example might trigger chemical releases) but it would be very interesting to find out.

I guess the other issue I have with whipping is that for a lot of dominants, especially ones who sorry to say this lack creativity, its like their "go to" move. First we expose the girl, that's fun but now we spank spank spank, whip whip whip, get a flogger with thinner tails, whip whip whip some more, now rub rub rub, now whip whip whip. Maybe its just me but that kind of gets boring after a while. Don't get me wrong, I think if you do anything too much or too often its going to get boring which is why mixing things up and trying new things is so important.

So yes I love humiliation and accept a little pain must fall into my naughty little life as a bondage whore. I guess the best way I can put this is to say that I don't like it when the pain is the focus of the activity but rather simply a side effect. You put clamps on my nipples and attach strings or weights to the clamps to stretch them out or really pull hard on them, of course theres some pain involved, I have these really big thick nipples too that get super sensitive so definately, I'm feeling that. But the issue is that the pain is not the focus of the activity, at least not for me. It's more about control (because this very sensitive part of my body is being bound and controlled) and humiliation (and if you don't believe me, try standing naked in a room of strangers with your nipples stretched out to ridiculous lengths and tell me you don't fell a pinch of humliation, its delicious!).

I mentioned my pussy lips too and as you know I am pierced with 2 rings in my pussy so often I'll get leashed there. Believe me when someone tugs on a leash that is attached to my pussy, I feel it and I start moving pretty quick. Again though the point isn't to cause pain to the lips of my little fuck hole, though that certainly is the case, but rather its to humiliate me by controlling my whole body by the one part of it that really defines me as a sex toy for use. Its a similar thing if you're talking about my pussy lips being stretched out by weights or by string tied to the rings that then pull them down or out or even apart to expose my juicy whore hole.

Those are probably the obvious things someone can do to my tight brown body that will cause me some pain. Clamps stretching my sensitive parts and a nice whipping or spanking but there are other things. For example, if you put a particularly large plug in my ass ,that is going to be very uncomfortable but also very humiliating. Especially if you make me go out in public like that. If you've never put a large plug or dildo in a girl's ass and then gone out to dinner with her, try it and take note of how she walks and sits. I think you'll really enjoy the show, I'm sure that I've given a great show of trying to deal with this thing inside me while trying to act as normal as possible at the same time.

This brings me to the whole point of all this which is the thing I love and hate all at the same time which is candle wax.. First of all, most people don't realize that you can actually buy wax that burns at different temperatures, so the real pain sluts might be out there getting a high heat candle so they can really feel the pain, but for me, I'm happy with a nice mild candle. For me the focus is on covering my body and my not so private parts with wax. It really does humiliate me because again I'm exposed, in a way I'm being modified and yes even with a mild temperature candle the wax still stings. I especially love it when my pussy, nipples and tits, belly and face get covered in wax. The one part of my body I love having covered in wax is my tongue. It freaks me out a little because I can sometimes feel the wax sliding down my tongue but it always hardens before it goes too far which is comforting. The thing that happens is that at first my tongue has to be pulled out but once even a little wax is covering it, it stays out on its own. I can't really pull it back into my mouth with this huge chunk of wax all over it, I mean I guess I could theoretically but it just seems like it would feel really wierd. Either way though, having those parts covered in wax can definately be a humiliating experience.

So even though I may experience a little pain in my slutty fetish whore life, its all for humiliation purposes. If you don't think that being naked in a room full of strangers with your tongue hanging out of your mouth covered in wax, drool dripping everywhere, your nipples pulled way way out, your pussy lips pulled apart, your pussy juice dripping down your thighs and a huge plug shoved up your ass is humiliating, then I strongly recommend you try it! You might find that it can be very humiliating but more important, you might just find that you like it!