Playing with my Pussy and Sleeping in a Dog Collar

I'm finally settled which is good for me because now that I'm all unpacked, my laundry is done and I've caught up on my sleep, my thoughts can finally turn back to the thing that I seem to spend most of my time thinking about and despite the amount of time I spend doing it it's never enough. Yes ,that subject would be sex in all of its wonderful forms. See, I'm not picky, I just go with the big catagory and that way it can cover everything under one nice umbrella like bondage or fetish or exhibitionism or whatever.

Granted I've spent the last few weeks being terribly horny. What do you expect from a girl who is pretty much used to be fucked in all of her holes on a regular basis from men and women and in all kinds of kinky situations and then suddenly goes practically cold turkey. I've always masturbated a lot, its just how I am. Definately I can rarely go to sleep without the comforting feel of my hand covering my bald little mound and my fingers gently rubbing on my sensitive folds, but in the absense of having other people to treat me like the nasty little slant eyed whore in heat that I am, my fingers did the walking a lot more than usual. I have to admit that there were times when I got so crazed I had to go into the bathroom while there were friends and family out in the next room, and I would pull my skirt or shorts down and sit on the toilet lid and spread my legs and really start rubbing and finger fucking myself to get off while imagining myself forced into a hot fetish outfit and used in public while on a leash like a slave doggy until I came and came. I literally would end up with a nice puddle of juices that would drip down the side of the toilet and then I'd have to be careful to clean up all the "evidence".

This wasn't idle recreation mind you, it was a necessity! My brain is on sex all the time. I've said before that I'm a lot like a guy in that way that guys think about sex like every few seconds and women apparently aren't as often but for some reason, I'm all the fucking time! So you can see that if I didn't "take care of myself" in that way, there's no telling what the consequences would have been. First, I get extremely bitchy and it just gets worse and worse and I can't think straight. See, that's the thing. Sure I have sex on the brain all the time but by getting it out, I can move on and focus on other things too. When it builds up though forget about it. My brain becomes all sex all the time with no room for anything else. I've mentioned before that this need is also why chastity belts, while they're very cool in concept and look fantastic on me, would drive me crazy. Of course it may be hot to have a horny little Asian fucktoy who can only think of sex all the time, but don't forget the extremely bitchy aspect. Just like some people can't function without their morning coffee, I have trouble functioning without my morning fuck.

So on quite a few occasions (almost everyday really), I would run into the bathroom and play with my little pussy. It wasn't just the bathroom though. I went surfing a lot because its what we do there and I can't tell you how often I would lay on my board, sliding my body up and down or rocking a little side to side while my hand was gripping the side of the board so I could slide a finger or two under me. Seriously, I would fall off my board on purpose just so I could run my hand into my bikini and I would hold my board with one hand to float and the other would work my pussy. Right there in the water. I'm a sick, sick girl!

Now that things have started to settle and calm down though, things are returning to normal and I went to sleep as usual with my hand over my mound, my fingers lightly playing with my folds and yes, I did wear a dog collar to bed too (I just do that sometimes) and of course I woke up really grinding away at my hand. This means only one thing...time to get laid! I'm not asking for volunteers yet by the way, though I'm sure that you wouldn't mind volunteering. It does mean I'll go out tonight I hope and do a little bondage play at a friend's house and who knows what will happen then, but whatever happens you can bet I'll cum like the sex crazed whore I am and I'll try to tell you about it too!

My Body is Back but My Brain Hasn't Arrived Yet!

I know I was away for a little longer than I planned but you know, sometimes these things happen. Anyway, everything is in better shape now family wise and while I don't think the situation is going to get better, at least now we have a better idea of how to deal with things in a way that makes sense you know.

Anyway, so now I'm back in Los Angeles which is nice. It's kind of wierd to come back to my place after being away for so long though. You know in a way I expected things to be different or wrong or something or maybe someone broke into my place and spread out all my latex outfits and stretched out all my panties and stockings by trying them on but nope, everything was right where I left it which is always nice.

Of course today I'm totally exhausted. Travelling does that to me you know and between dealing with the security people and all those stupid rules and hauling around heavy bags and waiting around a lot, its a pain. I'd like to be like that Japanese guy on the Heroes show. Instant travel and think of all the money you save on plane tickets. Of course you don't get the frequent flyer miles that way but then again, who cares!

So I'm pretty excited to be home. Needless to say, my sex life hasn't been great while was I was in Hawaii (though not totally dead, I did manage to have a little fun) but then for me you know I'm pretty oversexed as it is so now that I'm back things can get back to normal. I think that being the case I probably won't close my legs for like a week. Anyway, I have lots of fun stuff to talk about and as usual if you have any thoughts, ideas, fantasies or whatever else you want to share, please go to the forum section of my webcage at maliia.com and not only will lots of people including me enjoy and respond to whatever you share but you can enjoy a lot of what others have had to say as well.