Going Back to Hawaii so I May Not Update Blog for a Couple Weeks

I love to go out and have fun and go dancing and do wild stuff of course. The thing about New Years though is that even though I love to go out a lot, I feel that there's a lot more pressure for New Years. You know if I go out to a club or a party any other time of the year, maybe it will be fun and maybe it will suck but so what if it does you know? Worst thing happens is the place sucks and you leave and you find something else to do. The problem with New Years is that you feel like you need to go do something extra special or extra fun and you want to be in the perfect place at midnight and you definately don't want to be stuck driving to a club or standing in a line somewhere. Then there's the actual countdown part. No one's clock is ever really the same so you're standing in a club, they're doing a countdown and you have to figure that sure, it may be within one or two minutes of what Dick Clark has but are we really counting down second for second? When we're ushering in the New Year, maybe the Las Vegas people (I have to say Las Vegas since they're in our same time zone and New York obviously finishes their New Years 3 hours earlier) are done kissing and hugging or maybe their countdown hasn't even begun yet. It just seems a little silly and the whole thing when you do hit midnight is a little dissapointing anyway. At least for me. Sure my friends hug me and kiss me and spank me and whatever else they want to do to a naughty little brown slut like me, but still. It's midnight you know? I didn't get this kind of celebration going the other 364 times it turned midnight during the year. It's not like I was celebrating the fact that I didn't turn into a pumpkin this time.

The thing about New Years is that it also draws me closer to another event that comes shortly after. My birthday which is on the fourth. It used to be when I was little that I loved my birthday. It was parties and presents and fun and cake. Now though I'm just another year older. I still try to go out and have fun but its just not the same as it was when I was a keiki (child). After my last post someone had the suggestion that I should make a list of all the stuff I want from places like Stockroom, give my friend's address so there's total privacy for me and let anyone who wants to buy me a bondage present to do so. I didn't want anyone to think I was taking advantage of them though and honestly, I'm not sure anyone would do it anyway. Sure, everyone seems to like me and my cute little brown body but that doesn't mean I should ask for presents or anything.

Finally this brings us to the last issue. I'm going to spend part of my birthday dealing with flying back to Hawaii for a while. I wish I could say its for fun and New Year and birthday and lots of other things, but really its because my Grandma is having a lot of trouble so I'm going back to help my family for a couple weeks. This means that not only will I not have a whole lot of fun sexual adventures (and will probably be spending a lot of time playing with myself at night) but my internet access for checking email and updating my blog will be spotty at best so I wanted you to know this so that if my blog sits like this and isn't updated for 2-3 weeks, well its not that I've abandoned it or you or my webcage, its just that I can't get to it right now. Same with email. I know I've always been a little slow with email but it'll obviously be a little slower right now as well. I hope that while I'm helping my family though you will keep enjoying my little webcage and my photos and videos and definately stories and when I get back here to Los Angeles shortly, I'll catch everything up again okey? So anyway, I hope you have a great year and I'm looking forward to doing all kinds of naughty stuff for you and of course for my own out of control sexual satisfaction.