BDSM Play with Me is More Than Just Sex

You may remember a few posts ago I was talking about the guy who fucked me in my pussy and ass and then the next morning fucked me again and came on my face and a little in my mouth. If you don't remember it, its the post called "If I Told You I Just Had Anal Sex, How Would You Feel?". I give a short but nice little description of the sex and just so you know, I fucked him again last night and this morning. Well, to the extent that I was on top this morning I guess I fucked him but he was definately doing me last night. You know, I wonder if a lot of guys are just used to most women not being into anal that when they find a three hole girl like me, they just love to do anal more. Like this guy fucked me a little in my juicy little pussy last night but most of it was in my ass, which I enjoyed of course, but I'm just saying, it seemed like he really got off more on being able to do my ass instead. Maybe because its something different? I don't know. On the other hand, I think all my holes are quality and any guy or girl should love to enjoy them, don't you think?

Of course this experience was a little different from last time because I pulled out a bunch of toys hoping we could try some out. We put some clips on my big nipples with a chain connecting them, I like that because it makes me feel sluttier and especially when I'm on all fours and my little tits are hanging under me and the chain is swinging back and forth while my ass is being fucked, that's very exciting and humiliating for me. Just in case you were worried that my hot little pussy was being neglected while my tight little ass got all the attention, I also had some of my vibrators handy so when he started working on my ass, I started working on my pussy and clit myself. Hey, sometimes a girl had to lend herself a hand...or more.

We didn't really get into any bondage though other than just the clips. For me I think bondage is great and I love when it goes on for hours and then I get fucked like a slutty little slant eyed whore. Its always dissapointing to me when I'm with someone, usually a guy who claims to be a Master, and really he's just using bondage as an excuse to fuck me. He knows I'm into it and he figures if he claims to be into it too, he can get me. So maybe he's seen enough to fake it a little but ultimately when he has me naked and spread with my hairless little pussy and tight ass exposed and ready, a guy like this usually won't be able to control himself any longer and will just go straight into sex mode. Don't get me wrong, I love sex obviously, I'm definately a total whore, but if someone is with me just to fuck me then okey, but if they claim to be able to dominate me then they better damn well do a good job it. I guess my complaint is that its like a bait and switch. You order one thing and they give you another instead. It's not that you don't like what they gave you but you were expecting the other so that's what you got all excited for and in the mood for. Does that make any sense?

So now I have to be a lot more cautious about it. I submit to guys of course but ones I've known for a while and I've seen them dominate and I know what their skills are and their experience and I know that okey, maybe fucking me or giving a blowjob eventually will be required but that the sex is only one component of a larger experience. I don't have the problem as often with women which is probably why I more readily submit to other women, because again while the sex is definately part of it, if they say they're a domme and want me to be their slant eye fetish Barbie doll on a leash for a while before fucking me with their strap-on or making me lick and suck their pussies until they cum, well its usually more accurate. Besides, who wouldn't want me to be their slant eye fetish fucktoy Barbie doll huh? Dress me up how you want, take me out, show me off and play with me.

Now just so you don't think I'm picking on just dominant men, I also get to pick on submissive men too. It's true that Mistress Bitch Maliia doesn't come out to play as often fetish slave Maliia or slut whore Maliia, but I am a dominatrix bitch sometimes so I have to say this. There are a lot of guys who try to submit to me or try to get me to domme them, even when I'm clearly being submissive and in chains, they'll still try to submit to me. I just don't get that. Granted, it has worked a few times in the past where I'll be in my doggie collar and leash and a guy I've known for a while will get me more in a dominant mood and I'll do that, but it doesn't happen often like that. Anyway, the point is, yes sometimes I will go to these parties or clubs or whatever as a dominatrix wearing my thigh high stiletto heel patent leather boots, a short pvc skirt, no panties of course and a corset or sometimes just a pvc pushup. It's very hot and believe me, if you have even the slightest bit of submissive in you and you saw me like that and I told you to kneel, I don't think you would waste a second to get at my feet. I'm very convincing when I'm in full fetish domiantrix mode. Still, can you believe there are some guys who will submit to me with the intention not of serving me and doing what I want but just as a rouse to fuck me?

Granted, I don't let submissive men fuck me very often so its not something I worry about too much, but still, if there's one thing that bothers me, its trying to top from the bottom. You know, its one thing to lay out limits and likes and dislikes at the beginning, sure, but I can't stand it when you're dominating someone and they start trying to tell you what to do. Like okey, I'm standing there looking like the gorgeous fetish goddess I am sometimes and I tell some little slut male slave to lick my boots clean and suck on the heel. I think I'm doing him a favor by allowing him to do that right and you would think he would appreciate it but no, sometimes I get some guy who won't shut up about letting him lick my pussy or letting him fuck me or whatever. No matter what I'm doing to him or making him do to me it doesn't matter, all he can think about is pussy and he won't fucking shut up about it until I finally throw a fucking gag in his mouth. Seriously, I'm not doing that because I like it or I know he likes it, I do it because by that time I've figured out that this is one of those guys who thought he could pretend to be submissive in order to have sex with me. Well, not only am I not going to have sex with this kind of guy but since he's probably not a true submissive anyway, I'll make him wish he was...within limits of course. I guess I got a little emotional on this point huh? See, I'm not always so sweet, but I think you submissive guys and girls out there like it when I'm like that.

So that's the thing, I've said before that when I play in bondage, I only play with people I know and while I tend to cut women a little more room than men, I definately have to know a guy a while before I'll play with him either as me as sub or domme and when I say know, I don't just mean chatting but I mean I need to see this guy in action at a club or party and talk to some of the people he's scened with and get a feel for whether this guy is really into bdsm or just using it as an excuse to get girls.

Would you believe that the reason I told that story at the beginning wasn't because I was going to go into a whole rant about guys pretending to be into bdsm just to fuck me but rather it was because I was going to transition from the guy cumming on my face and me licking and swallowing it to the whole subject of eating cum and that's what I was going to talk about today. Gah, my train definately got off the track today, see I told you before, its hard for me to stay on topic. Oh well, hopefully what I wrote was interesting anyway.

Shouldn't The Leash be Clipped to My Pussy Rings?

So maybe I am experiencing humiliation denial. I'm getting plenty of bondage and of course lots of sex but perhaps just not enough actual humiliation. I thought I was being degraded a lot during the bondage and even a little bit during some of the sex, but I guess not enough. I'll have to work on that huh? Now who has a dog collar and leash I can borrow for a little while? Or maybe we should just clip the leash to my pussy rings, after all, isn't that where my doggie tags should be clipped?

You know, I'm very excited about some upcoming video and photo projects and also I'm trying to put together some others with some fairly well known porn types too. As you know, I've known John Fitzgerld (a.k.a Thndrshark) for a long time and he directs a lot of videos for Gwenmedia and I know he's been itching to get me in a nice rubber outfit and have me trained. Sounds delicious. I got an email from Cheryl Dynasty (Khan, etc. She has like 3 billion names) who I've always liked her bondage stuff and I'd like to see if maybe we can do something together. Even though I've seen her in submissive roles I definately see her as more of a dominatrix type anyway, so maybe you'll get to see her turn me into her naughty little puppy slut. Won't that be fun?

I finally got the video clip preview photos working again as you can see. I don't know what went wrong and the videos themselves were always working but I'm glad that things are back to normal. I hate it when things don't work properly. It looks bad and I think it creates an experience for everyone that's not nearly as fun.

I wrote this whole long thing about how I'm so comfortable in the shower and I thought of good ideas when I'm in there and making sure my tight little holes are nice and clean and that kind of digressed into a little story about the Thai girl I had sex with last night and while that story had some fun details (like she has a long tongue that's great for pussy licking and how we fingered each other, tongue kissed and ultimately she used a strap-on on me) it really wasn't as detailed as I thought it should be. It was more of an overview and I thought well, that's not really fair now is it. So despite the fact that I wrote like two or three paragraphs about all that, I ended up deleting it all and just writing this paragraph instead. It's not that I don't want to tell you about my lesbian sex fun or anything, its just that I didn't really feel like going into a lot of detail today about it and besides, it was even more rambling than this is where I started talking about Asian girls I like and why white girls like me so much and blah blah blah.

The train was way off the tracks which really you should be used to by now. My train spends more time off the tracks than on. See, but that's the nice thing about being a bisexual bondage bitch. One day I can tell you about how a guy fucked my pussy and ass like I was an animal and another day I can talk about how a girl and I had wild sex and then another day I can talk about me bound in an armbinder and chains with a ring gag in my mouth and my saliva dripping all over the place. Nice mental images right? I like them too, though they're more fun when they're actually happening of course. So if you have any thoughts you want to share with me, please go ahead, it gives me ideas about what to add to my webcage but also about what to talk about as well.

Puppy Slave Maliia Puts on a Show

I had another sex dream last night and it was pretty hot. I was going to have sex with a guy, I don't know who it was or anything. I do that sometimes, I dream about people I don't know or recognize. He looked pretty cute though I'm willing to say that I wouldn't mind spreading my legs for him. Anyway, he ordered me to strip naked so I did and I was standing there naked and he put a red dog collar around my neck and then attached a chain leash to it. After that he told me that he was going to walk me outside in the yard like his little bitch.

We went outside and it was a nice house with a big yard and I knew he expected me to squat down and pee like a naughty fuck puppy. I was about to squat when a car came down the driveway. I felt a little embarassed but also very excited but he kind of freaked out and tugged on my leash and pulled me to the side of the house but there were some people walking around, inspecting the house or something so he pulled on my leash again and pulled me into the garage. Then a few people walked in the garage and I was just standing there naked in my dog collar and on a leash while he stood next to me. It was an older woman who was like some kind of designer or something and she had a couple of assistants with her and they were just making notes about the house. Wierd huh?

Anyway, the guy was clearly embarassed about the whole thing and very nervous that I might totally wig out about it. But I was just standing there very calmly but to be honest it was a huge turn on and I was very excited on the inside. Frankly I think I would have been fine if in front of these people he had bent me over, pulled out his cock and just fucked me like the dripping little animal I was. See, I love humiliation, display and especially public humiliation and that dream had all of that which was hot.

Unfortunately, the guy didn't have the "balls" to just fuck me right there. See, its hard to find the right man for the job. No, instead he thought he was doing the nice thing and he took off his shirt and handed it to me so I could cover up. Stupid guy! I don't want to cover up! I want for you to show off my tight little brown body! I want for you to show these people what a cocksucking puppy whore on a leash I am! Can't you see the pussy juice dripping down my legs? What does a girl have to do to get fucked around here? That's what I was thinking anyway.

Then I woke up and while I usually hate waking up from sex dreams, in this case I wasn't too dissapointed by it because it was pretty obvious that this one wasn't going anywhere anyway. Too bad, it had great potential. It also seems like a nice dream that should be a good thing to try for real too sometime under the right circumstances. Don't you think so?

If You Cum Over Me, Why Not Tell Me?

I kind of overslept today and I still feel a little sleepy so if things don't make sense then that's my excuse. Usually I get up really early because I love to go out and surf or sometimes do other things, but this past week was really busy for me and I was really tired because I went to bed really late last night so my body clock didn't wake me up on time (usually it does a great job of it) and I slept a couple hours later than I should have which not only meant that I missed my chance to go do some stuff but it also means that because I slept too long, I'm now a little sleepier than I should be which hopefully will work itself out soon. In the meantime though I thought I would just go ahead and share some thoughts while in my sleepy little mood and hopefully some of it will make sense.

I didn't get as many comments or feedback about my question from my last post which surprised me for a couple of reasons. First, given that I wrote a steamy little scene that really happened, I thought people would enjoy that (or not) and tell me so. I think I told you I love knowing when people cum over me so if you came over me and didn't tell me then that's just selfish! Also, I did ask the question because I was looking for some guidance on how to handle the issue really. The feedback I did get was very helpful though and let me see things kind of from the guy point of view on this.

Okey, as you know I love porn, really. Its great stuff. I like lesbian and bondage porn the best but I don't mind normal guy fucking girl(s) or gangbang or whatever porn. Hey, I'm open. Its just a different thing though from me watching it and a guy watching it. See, if I watch normal hetero porn, since I'm bi, I love looking at the girl but if the guy is decent looking, I love looking at him too. I get just as turned on by watching a nice hard cock as I do a beautiful wet pussy. So since I get pleasure from all of whats going on, its harder for me to see how other people might view the same video who might not see things that way. So now I have a better idea and apparently it breaks down really into two catagories with the same basic premise which is for the guys, the guy in the video isn't there. Either the guy watching is totally focused on the girl(s) and isn't interested in the guy or the guy is mentally putting himself in the position of the guy in the video so he's not seeing a guy there but rather himself. Of course this doesn't really apply to bi guys I guess who like me might get pleasure from watching any of it. The truth is though that I often will watch and picture myself in the place of the girl. I do that a lot. I think maybe its part of why I love to watch porn with Asian girls in it so much because its a lot easier for me to visualize myself taking their place than it would be if its a blonde girl with big tits. Not that I can't visualize myself in that position either, just its easier to do mentally if I'm watching an Asian girl since I'm Asian too. Does that make sense?

So that being the case for video, apparently the same philosophy works on stories and written things. I guess I should have figured this because even in stories, when they're written about me or at least an Asian girl, again I have a much better time of putting myself in that position. So I was told that for guys its the same thing as for the videos, in a story or experience or whatever with a guy and a girl, they either don't really pay attention to what the guy is doing or they read what's going on with the guy but in their mind the mental image they have is of themselves. So when I was talking about how the guy was fucking my from behind and then we did anal so he was pumping my ass until he came, well it sounds like most guys would see themselves fucking my wet pussy and tight little asshole. Is that right?

So, that being the case, based on the limited feedback I did get, it sounds like not only wouldn't there really be a problem with hearing about my hetero sexual adventures (whether fetish or vanilla or whatever) but that a lot of people might actually enjoy that. Of course I'll keep talking about things I'm doing that are more fetish, bondage or lesbian too because I always have fun with those things, and I'll keep sharing my thoughts on different things both sexual and sometimes non-sexual too. Hey, I'm a multi-faceted girl.

Anyway, there's lots of exciting things coming up that I'm going to share with you and I think I'm going to have some new video and photo sets to share as well so I'm pretty excited about that. So have a very naughty weekend and if you happen to find yourself cumming over me, don't be shy about telling me!

If I Told You I Just Had Anal Sex, How Would You Feel?

First I wanted to apologize about the broken images for some of the free daily video clip galleries. I know it doesn't look good and it doesn't affect all of them, as you scroll down you'll see that most of the images are working and all of the videos, including those that have a broken preview image are working fine as well. I am working on getting this fixed so hopefully everything will be better very soon okey?

I think everyone knows I'm a total whore. This isn't much of a secret. It's not that I'll fuck anything that moves really, but in a more general sense, I am a very promiscuous girl. I know some girls get very concerned about the idea of being labelled a slut but I know what I am and I'm okey with it. I like the pleasure of sex and I don't mind admitting that. I'm probably a lot pickier about sex with guys though than sex with women. If a girl is cute and I like her, I don't mind jumping into bed with her right away but even if a guy is cute and nice, it might take me a couple days to get there depending on my mood. I say that because I admit, I've done my share of one night stands and there's been plenty of times when I've been horny and I just wanted a nice hard cock in me so bad that I didn't care what happened after that.

So that brings me to the question that I'm seriously interested in getting answers and feedback on. How much do you really want to know about this sort of thing. Obviously everyone who comes here is probably a little more sexually open minded which is good and I think psychologically most people have no problem hearing the details about me having sex with women, probably because the idea of two women engaging in sexual activities is almost always hot to men and women, but especially for the guys out there, how would you feel about hearing details about me having sex with men. See, I ask this because some guys would get totally turned on and hot by it. Maybe they would picture themselves as being that guy and getting to chain me up and fuck my wet pussy or tight ass and they could read that and get hard and if my story is really hot, maybe even cum (I love it when guys cum when they're thinking of me...but to be fair, I love it when girls cum too).

On the other hand, some guys are the jealous type. Maybe they have fantasies about me being a certain way like a lesbian bondage slut who doesn't really do much with men and that allows them to keep up the fantasy that I'm saving myself for them or maybe not quite as much of a dirty whore. There's nothing wrong with that viewpoint either, but just like the thoughts that many people might have about me, its just a fantasy and not who or what I really am. I'm not the girl next door type (unless you live next to the Playboy mansion) and I don't belong to anyone anyway (not that being owned is a bad thing). Still, for these types of people (because lets face it, there might be some girls who want to think of me only in a lesbian way and not a hetero way) they might get turned off, angry or just uncomfortable knowing the details of my sexual adventures with the opposite sex.

I will say I hate jealousy though. I can't stand it. I don't get jealous myself and I like variety. I'm okey with it. I even have gangbang thoughts though we'll talk about that another time. The point though is that I guess I just want for people who visit my webcage to enjoy themselves, have a great time and hopefully cum for me. Also you have to remember that not everything I do is bondage sex. I do a lot of it and I love it but I believe that you can't do the same thing all the time without it getting dull. You have to be willing to mix things up. This is why vanilla sex gets boring because its the same all the time, well it happens to kinky sex too.

Okey, I'll give you a very quick example of a recent vanilla sex encounter. Two days ago I hooked up with a guy and we went to my place and had hot monkey love. Yes I do use protection so don't worry about me being a diseased whore, I'm not. It was very hot, he was good at what he did and had a nice size too. Some women will tell you that its more important how you use your dick than the size and that's true, but I'd be lying to you if I didn't say that if you can have both, that's even better. Anyway, we started making out on the couch and we explored each other's mouths with our tongues. He started feeling my little tits and playing with my nipples and then I was licking his nipples and worked down his stomach. I freed his cock and started licking down the shaft while lightly touching his balls and of course when I got down to the balls I flickered my tongue against them and licked there too. I licked up and down and ultimately gave a nice blowjob with my saliva dripping down everywhere of course (which if you've ever given or received a blowjob you know is actually a nice turn-on). I stripped and we got into a 69 position with me on top and I sucked him while he licked my dripping pussy. I don't know why but for some reason it always seems like I spend a lot more time giving blowjobs than having my pussy licked. Strange how that works huh?

So then I turned around and pushed his cock into my pussy and rode him for a little while. This was nice because even though I cum very easily, I orgasm especially fast when I'm on top. I think its because I can control how I move and how fast I go so that I do it exactly how I need to in order to cum. After that we shifted to doggie style where he fucked my pussy from behind. This was great because I always feel like a little animal whore when I'm fucked from behind. He knew I was into anal too and asked if it would be okey for him to fuck my ass (the fact that he asked rather than suprise me by shoving his cock into my hole was a nice plus) and of course I said okey (though we did get a little extra lube just to make sure everything stayed fun) and he fucked me in my ass from behind until finally he came into my asshole. The whole thing lasted a lot longer than I described because I left out a lot of details and when we finished I was just totally covered in sweat all over my tight little brown body. I think I'm sexy when I glisten like that and of course I had this guy's cum dripping out of my ass as well.

We did sleep together that night though and in the morning he was spooning me from behind and I could feel his hard cock against the crack of my ass. I didn't really think about it because I was tired so I kind of went back to sleep but a few minutes later I felt his cock pushing into my pussy (which was wet as it usually is). I just kind of laid there for a few minutes while he pumped in and out of my pussy, its kind of an interesting wake up call and to be honest, its not the first time I've been woken up by a cock being shoved into one of my holes. As I started to wake up though I spread my legs more so to get a better angle into my pussy from his cock and we changed positions a couple of times. Of course I came again and so did he, this time he pulled out, took off his condom and jerked himself off on my face. I think he was trying to cum into my mouth but his dick was shaking so much from stroking it that the cum kind of flew everywhere and I ended up with some in my hair, some in my nose but a big glob did make it onto my lips (and yes I did lick it off my lips and swallow it, I'm that kind of girl in case you didn't figure that out already).

Anyway, so that's a pretty typical vanilla sex experience for me with a guy. Did I give too many details? Not enough? Just right? That's for you to tell me. I doubt that I shattered any images of me being a pure virgin, as I said, I think everyone knows I'm a total whore. I think some of you might like to hear about these things and fantasize that I'm giving you the blowjob or that you're fucking my ass or maybe its a bondage thing and I can finally get my pussy licked for a disproportionate amount of time. It occurs to me that usually when I orgasm from receiving oral sex, its when I get it from a girl. I rarely orgasm from oral sex from a guy and I'm not sure if its because they just don't know as well what to do and how to do it or if its because they almost never spend as much time down there as another girl would. Hey, I keep my little pussy totally hairless and its nice a drippy so it should be a fun thing to do.

Also, to answer some potential questions, yes the guy did know I was into bondage, he did see some of my toys and equipment before he shoved his tongue down my throat and his cock up my ass, I don't know if he's seen my webcage, maybe he has, I didn't ask and no we didn't really play with any toys or bondage stuff on that night. Also, I haven't spoken to him since. Hey, I'm not one of those girls who a guy fucks and then she sits around waiting for him to call. Look, I'm a hot little fuck toy, I know that and while I'm very sure he had a great time, I KNOW I did and that's all that matters to me. Whether he calls again or not isn't my problem, I'm going to continue to have lots of sex fun either way. You know, an oversexed slut whore like me always has options like that.

So anyway, this whole blog thing has definately turned me on today. My pussy is dripping and I should go take care of that. I hope you enjoyed it but more important, I hope you share your thoughts on this whole thing so that I can get better guidance on how to make things fun for everyone okey?

Bondage Conspiracy Theories

I think I can always tell when I make a really boring post because absolutely no one has anything to say about it. It's kind of like when someone on stage tells a terrible joke and waits for the laughter but instead all he gets is crickets. That's me! I'm that person. Maybe I need an applause sign around somewhere. After I first posted this though, I had to go back and edit it because I saw that a couple of people did leave a comment and I liked them a lot. Hey that was a very hot fantasy and its true, I know all the best beaches on Maui to hang out naked on.

Okey, well no need to dwell on the past, never mind that its my hard work and efforts just to entertain you. Its okey that I spent hours working my fingers to the bone just so you could have a brighter day. I'm learning how to be a Jewish mother type from one of my friends. Is it working yet? I still need to practice, I don't quite have the whole guilt thing down yet. Oh well.

Anyway, this is not what I'm talking about today. Hey, am I the only one who likes a good consiracy theory? Seriously, they can be so fun. I admit, sometimes they get a little out of hand and some of the explanations are a little wild, but I really like the ones that actually make a lot more sense than the story you were told in the first place.

The September 11 Terrorist Attacks are a good example of one where the conspiracy story fits better than the official story. It wasn't terrorists, it was the big C.I.A., the bloods and the crips and the KKK. I think I'm listing to too much hip hop music. Okey, seriously, see, the problem with conspiracy theories though is that there really isn't any proof. If there was, then it wouldn't be conspiracy theory anymore. Kind of like Watergate. That could have been just conspiracy theory even to present day, but because a couple of guys were able to come up with actual proof, it came out as the way things were and the official cover story got blown. At least that's what we were told, maybe that's the conspiracy and the cover up. See, it never ends. Of course in today's environment it seems like even asking questions will get you branded as either a terrorist or unpatriotic. I've never been accused of being one before, but I advocate change of society through pussy power! I wonder if that will get me sent down to Cuba. The most effective thing would be for me just to dress up in tight shiny black fetish outfits and whip the population into submission. I'm not big into being whipped but that doesn't mean I don't know how to use one. I'm actually pretty skilled at that. I can be quite the little dominatrix. Now lick my boots clean you dirty little bitch and don't forget to suck my heels like the cock you wish you had in your mouth. Hey, with an attitude like that, who needs amber alerts right? Am I the only one who is convinced that Laura Bush's quiet little demeanor is just an act. I think she's a total dominatrix who puts George in a collar and on a leash and rides his rear screaming "who's the commander in chief of your ass, slut?" I think I'd like to see that video.

There actually are some interesting resources on September 11 ranging from questioning the actual events of the day like how the buildings fell so perfectly and what happened to the airplane pieces to what the various motivations and connections are between Bush, Bin Laden, Cheney, Haliburton, Iraq, Afganistan, the Caspian Sea, of course the C.I.A. (they tend to star in any good conspiracy theory though lately the theories involving the N.S.A. have been far more interesting).

Have you noticed though that you always seem to have the same players involved everytime. So either they are all involved or its just convenient. Like one of those games where you pick a word from each column and just fill in the blanks with it. Like, today the (CIA, NSA, Mafia, FBI, CDC, WTO) conspired with the (pick another from the same list) to recruit members of the (Skull & Bones, Bohemian Grove, Masons, Rotary Club, McDonalds Drive Thru Lunch Team) to (blow up buildings, take over the government, create a cover up, start a secret war) and blame it on the (KKK, Charlton Heston Fan Club, Michael Moore Blog, Strap on collection in Maliia's Closet). See how nicely that works. Of course that could be part of the conspiracy. To throw so much junk out there that when it really happens most people dismiss it as more implausible, unsupported crap.

So that's the problem, any resources you might see that support the idea of the conspiracy theory lack the most important elements which are proof and credibility. Of course the official story tends to lack evidence as well, I mean come on, are we going to believe that they identified one of the hijackers because his passport fell out of the building and down to the ground totally unscathed? (I remember seeing that story on the news). But because of the sources we tend to automatically assign more credibility to them. I think when something happens you really have to look at the questions of who had the resources and ability to do this, who stood to benefit and how were the players connected.

There were other good conspiracy theories too like the JFK assasination. I never got into that one though because it was way way before I was born. I saw the Kevin Costner movie though but it was way too long, there was no bondage and after about half an hour of hearing "back...and to the left, back...and to the left" I was over it. I did like that quote from the movie though that "treason doth not prosper, for if it does, no one dares to call it treason". That makes a lot of sense to me and related to September 11, if what happened wasn't the official story, then they did a great job of making it so no one would dare to question it or call it anything else.

See, I'm an open minded kind of girl. It's not that I believe everything I read or see, just that I'm open to hearing different points of view. It could be why I like boys and girls, submissive and dominatrix, oral, anal and regular pussy fucking and ball gags, bit gags and ring gags. Hey, I don't judge. So its not that I believe one side or the other, but I'm not afraid to simply pose the question and ask if what we know about a given situation is all we know, or if there are other things that are possible. There's nothing wrong with asking questions.

I was going to go into all the things that I thought were a little weird or didn't make sense to me but I thought that since I'm just a naughty little bondage pet and not an expert or anything, it might be better just to share links to some of the videos and stuff that I thought were really interesting. Here is a good video that I liked: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-7218920724339766288
There were some other videos on Google as well that deals with this issue and some are interesting, some are boring and some seem to be put together by total crackpots who make wild accusations without proof of course but also some of the ideas just don't seem to make any sense. Also, if you're interested more in how conspiracy theories work (or why sometimes they don't work, I thought this was an interesting page as well:http://people.howstuffworks.com/conspiracy-theory.htm.

Okey, so I guess that's enough babble about conspiracy theories for now, maybe I'll share more later if there's an interest, though if my webpage accidently goes away or gets knocked offline, well maybe it wasn't an accident but rather "the man" was trying to keep a certain little brown bondage whore down!

Are You Having Naughty Thoughts of Me Yet?

It seems like when I mentioned me being chained up and used like a naughty little slant eyed fuck toy on a leash, I got a lot of great comments and responses. It kind of makes me wonder if I should just repeat that over and over again to the exclusion of any other type of commentary. Just I"m a naughty slant eyed fuck toy on a leash and repeat. Of course that wouldn't be very fun for me to just say that over and over and while some peoeple might like that, I'm pretty sure that others would find it annoying after a while. Don't worry though, even though I will keep babbling about normal stuff and my thoughts I'll definately talk about naughty bondage and lesbian fun too. I promise!

It was nice to know though that there were plenty of volunteers who offered to give my puppygirl training lessons, fuck my slutty little mouth (always a winning move even though it does lack a certain originality) and I did like the creativity in the comment about how we should do a game of rock, paper, scissors only using my mouth, pussy and ass except I wasn't quite sure how that game is played. It seems to have the same outcome no matter what, at least for me. Finally there was a nice comment about me getting dressed up in latex (which I'm always up for) and being paraded around like a street whore on a leash. I think the person who wrote it thought it would be a punishment or something that I would have to do as a loss to a game or dare, but that just shows how little they know me. That's totally a reward I think. I definately would get so hot and juicy because it takes two (and maybe even all three) of the things that turn me on the most. Exhibitionism (I love to be shown off and displayed) and humiliation. Throw in a leash or an armbinder and you've got the third element of bondage and control right there. The fetish outfits of course fit nicely into the exhibitionism part of it, which might be part of why I love to wear them so much!

You know, I had a whole topic I was going to babble about today that wasn't sexy I guess but it was interesting I think but instead of getting into that now instead I'll let you have a nice weekend filled with all kinds of naughty and slutty fun. I think I'll have that kind of weekend too because there's a bondage party tonight that I might go to (it seems like there's a bondage party all the time doesn't it?) and I'm supposed to go hang out with a Mistress friend and her slave tommorow for lunch so that could get interesting too. Anyway, I hope you dream about my tight little brown body. How you do it is up to you though. Maybe you can think of me chained down, controlled and captive in an arm binder with a ring gag in my slutty mouth, plug in my ass and my pussy spread, dripping and ready. Or perhaps you would prefer to be the one on my leash attached to a dog collar on your neck, forced on your knees with a ring gag in your mouth and you have to clean my thigh high platform stiletto heel boots with your tongue. I expect a good job, any slacking off and I'll punish you severely. Of course, that might be just what you wanted anyway. Either way, I hope you think of me and have very exciting and naughty thoughts and if you do, please share!

My Attitude is Favoring Probability

You know I got some great feedback on my last post about losing and stuff and I liked some of the ideas, but more important, I really liked how more people decided to share their thoughts or stories or whatever. I hope that this kind of interaction can continue because I like it, its very cool you know. I think one of the best suggestions was that I should start wearing more rubber outfits so that the bad stuff will bounce off of my tight little brown body. What do you think of that? Even if it doesn't work, I'll definately be very sexy and delicious! I'm also glad I'm not the only one who sees bondage (or bondage porn for that matter) as a wonderful way to enjoy your day. See, being a little brown porn whore definately has its upside.

Actually I am feeling much better now. I'm still going through my little rough patch but I'm feeling better about it is the thing. I think your stories and thoughts helped some but also I had a talk with a friend and whether she wins or loses she's always happy. I figured either she was being really polite or she was dropped on her head as a baby and just couldn't stop being happy. I figured though if anyone could give me guidance on this whole thing, she could and she did. She told me that for her, sure its nice to win or have things come out well but usually the thing isn't so important anyway and as long as you had fun doing it, that's what counts. So I said what about like money stuff where it is important and she told me that things usually work out in the end either way. As long as probability is on your side, that is you're doing the things that have the best chance of working out, then in the long run you'll be okey even if in the short run things are looking a little down. I thought about this and I realized that this is kind of how the casinos make their money. They have very slight favorable odds but its enough that even if you have a winning day or week or whatever, as long as you keep coming back to gamble, eventually they will come out ahead because they have the odds in their favor.

So that made me feel better because I realized that the reason I usually come out winning is because I do things in a way that favors probability. Whether I realize it or not at the time, I kind of figure out what has the best chance of working out and go with it. It doesn't always work out of course, sometimes it goes the other way but it seems I always have a plan for when that happens and I guess I should remember that as long as I don't give up and keep trying and going forward, eventually it will work out in my favor. Good, I feel better now, thanks. So now that this is done, who wants to chain me up and turn me into their little slant eyed fuck toy on a leash? Anyone? No? Okey, well maybe I'll just go back to my bondage porn and vibrator collection then.

Losing Sucks. Don't Do It!

I'm having kind of a stressful day so far. I'm just telling you this because I get very bitchy when I'm having stress. I have like a wierd quirky feeling in my stomach and my head feels fluffy. Don't ask me to describe that any further, that's about as good as I can get on that. This is kind of a self induced stress though. See, here's the issue; I'm a bad loser. Seriously. I hate to lose. I can't stand it. I'm very competative too and I'm not afraid of losing or anything, if I were I guess I just wouldn't do anything that might result in a loss of any kind whether its financial or sports or whatever. So no, I'm not afraid to lose, I just hate it when it happens. Usually I can look at losing as a learning experience. Sometimes I can get crazy with it and just practice or learn or whatever until I know I won't really lose anymore. See, that's how much I hate it. I won't quit the thing because that's giving up, instead I try to get good enough that losing is no longer an option.

Usually I win too, I'm very good at that. Whatever I do I almost always win (and its not because I'm so cute that people let me win either) and so I kind of get used to it. It's nice to be like that. And if you're winning a lot then if you do take a loss its not so bad. The thing is, since I'm so used to winning, I'm really unprepared for when I lose.

I know this sounds like total babble to you so far and you're wondering what I didn't win or what I lost. I didn't win the lottery...again. But I don't put that in the "I lost" catagory, that's just something I didn't win...again.

Lately though it seems things have gone through a rough patch. I know, pull out the violins and play the sad music. Hey, I'm not feeling sorry for myself or anything, I'm just explaining things that's all. Generally I'm a pretty happy and go-lucky girl. Anyway, I was playing tennis this weekend and even though I lose sometimes, I always feel good if I did pretty well. This time it wasn't even close. Just ugly and gross. Okey, so then I was playing a game last night with a friend and I'm usually great at it and for some reason I just got my butt handed to me. Then this morning I was surfing and it seemed like even the forces of nature were conspiring against me. Everyone else was getting nice breaks and great rides, but when my time came up everything went to crap. There were a bunch of other things too, but the point was sometimes it seems like things just don't go right. I never saw that movie about the girl who loses her luck and frankly, I've never been a big believer in luck but rather in being prepared when opportunity strikes, but this weekend is making me start to wonder. I keep consoling myself by telling myself that things are going to turn around and get better soon which I'm sure they will, I really believe that but in the meantime I have to endure losing, which as we covered above, I hate.

For the record, I'm also usually right. I'm not one of those people who thinks they're right all the time and knows everything but really they're complete idiots who don't know anything and just annoy the crap out of everyone around them. My friends tell me that I run about a 90% correctness on average about whatever it is I'm saying. That's pretty good. I don't mind being right 90% of the time. Its kind of wierd actually. I think its because I read a lot and I'm told I have a semi-photographic memory (maybe true, maybe not, I don't know but I can recall all kinds of useless facts and information that have no bearing on the price of tea in China whatsoever). People have told me how smart I am but I said well if that were true, then I would be cute and rich instead of just cute.

The issue though is the same as losing. Let's say you only lose 10% of the time, that sounds great doesn't it? Except, what does it do to your confidence if instead of that 10% being spread out among many victories (or right answers about whatever), it all hits you at once. So okey, you do like a few hundred things over the course of however long and you get used to winning or being right and then BAM! You're wrong or you lose not just once or twice but like 20 times in a row. Sure, you're still up 90% but gah, 20 times in a row sucks! It doesn't matter that you won 200 times in a row, those 20 times will just make life suck for a little while.

Just so you know, I'm not being negative or anything, I'm very positive and optimistic in general, and why not? Okey, so that's where I am right now, I'm in the middle of a bit of a bad patch but as I said, I'll get through it, its just going to take some time and in the meantime, I think I'll go look at bondage porn instead!

I'm a Little Brown Porn Whore

I'm pretty sure that everyone knows that I'm a dirty little bondage slut, okey we get that. I really do enjoy having lots of bondage fun and as I've said before the idea that people are looking at my tight little brown body and getting off on it is very exciting for me. It's fun to be in porn!

So from that you probably wouldn't be too suprised if I tell you that I love to look at porn too. Seriously, I probably enjoy looking at cute girls chained up and forced to suck and fuck and all kinds of other fun things as you. I mostly watch bondage and fetish porn to be honest because usually the vanilla stuff is either really cheesy or just kind of boring to me. Sure, I've seen plenty of vanilla porn, especially with girlfriends where we were just sitting around or whatever, but I was always thinking, hey, you know what that girl sucking that guy needs? A dog collar! The lesbian porn isn't much better because since I'm bi, I pretty much do all that stuff myself anyway except when I do it its the real thing, so when I've watched cheesy lesbian porn I'm sometimes like you know, I don't think these girls are really into each other.

I have to say that some of my favorite bdsm porn is from a company called Gwenmedia. I like their stuff because its usually very creative and visually interesting with some really cool bondage stuff. The fact that one of my friends, the author Thndrshark, does a lot of directing for them tells me that its just very cool stuff. I love his stories because they're so extreme. The videos he does aren't quite as extreme but still really cool. You should check them out, I have a whole video section you can browse actually here at the webcage with their videos. Just click the video on demand link at the top. This isn't a commercial, just a good suggestion.

I also love Japanese bdsm porn. I don't know how many of you are familiar with this but I'm crazy for it because they do a lot of really creative things. I'm not really into rope bondage so much though so that rules out like 95% of the Japanese bondage porn videos, but they do a lot of puppygirl play, nose leashes, ring gags and the focus is really on humiliation. I guess that's why I like those kinds of videos so much is because of the humiliation and often exhibition aspects in addition to the bondage. That really gets my tight little pussy dripping because its exactly what I like. I have a few Japanese bondage videos on VHS and I would love to convert them to digital (so I can share them on my webcage but also because I think the tapes will go bad after a while) but I have no idea how to do this and every attempt I've made to find out has unfortunately ended in failure.

See, the thing is, and I think you already knew this, I'm horny pretty much all the time. Seriously. I know some women are horny sometimes and others can go for months without a good fucking, but when they were passing out sex drive, I think I must have gotten in line at least 3 or 4 times. I have a lot of great opportunities to have fun with other girls or with various bondage fun but you know, sometimes its just me sitting at home and hey, I think like a guy a lot of the time when it comes to sex. Sometimes if there's no one there to satisfy you, you just have to satisfy yourself. I don't mind doing that, after all, no one knows what I like better than me and I have lots of great toys from dildos and vibrators to anal beads and of course my fingers which are usually the best. Yes I cum multiple times, yes I drip and leak before and during cumming and yes I enjoy the crap out of it. Good, I'm glad we got that straight.

So now you know (as if you didn't already) that your cute little Asian Maliia is in fact a sex crazed porn whore. Big surprise there. Some of you are probably sitting there thinking that what I need is a slave to satisfy me whenever I want. You might even be thinking that you are ready, willing and able to volunteer for the job. Woo woo! That's not a bad idea sure, except of course the fact that I'm only dominant sometimes. I'm a freaky little slave aren't I? I just totally don't follow any of the rules and I definately don't fit into any of the molds. Hey, I'm my own kind of slavegirl, the perpetually horny kind which is fine with me. It's also the reason why orgasm denial and chastity belts don't work well with me, but that's a different story for a different time.

Going back to the porn since thats what I'm supposed to be talking about, although I really get off on some of the Japanese porn (especially the leather/chains and puppygirl ones), I can't understand a word they say. It's true, even though there were plenty of Japanese tourists (and residents) around Hawaii, I never really picked up the language and I've always thought that whatever is going on would probably be a whole lot better if I could get that. Too bad they don't at least have subtitles.

This whole subject came up because I woke up horny this morning and decided to go watch one of the Gwenmedia fetish videos and play with myself. I made a huge mess though. See, too much pussy juice can be a challenge sometimes. I'll probably talk about porn videos some more because its such a great subject but you know, I also get off on stories too, which is why I have so many of them, but again that's a different subject for a different day too. Anyway, so I've shared with you my porn likes and thoughts so if you have particular favorites or a routine or something you like, you should share it okey?

Mistress Maliia's Anal Sex Fest Revisted

I guess my last web log post was either so incredibly boring that no one could stand it or so incredibly insightful that everyone was just left speechless because there was nothing else to say about it. I have to conclude this since no one had anything to share about it. Hey, I like feedback but okey, I admit that the subject wasn't as exciting as some of the ones I've talked about in the past. Still, I liked it okey.

Speaking of subjects I've talked about in the past, a while ago I went into a whole thing about anal sex. Most of my comment was about me and anal sex and that yes of course I do enjoy it and if you want to do that on your girlfriend or wife you can probably get her to go along with it but you have to go slow, be gentle and let her know that after the first couple of times it will get more pleasurable. Which of course it does, if it didn't I wouldn't be a happy three hole girl!

I also talked about doing anal on a guy though using a strapon dildo. My observation was that generally its submissive guys or at least a guy who is taking on a submissive role who engages in being fucked in the ass by a girl. Its hard for me frankly to see a guy in a dominant role turn around to his slavegirl and say "now put on this strapon dildo and fuck me in the ass". I think because there's something inherently submissive about being the person who is getting fucked and something dominant about being the person who is doing the fucking. It doesn't just apply to anal sex either which is one possible reason why women are often thought of as submissive in general. Even if you are fucking us in our pussies, its still we're being fucked and the guy is the one doing the fucking. I'm using this logic because the strap on scenerio works the same in a lesbian sex scene. The girl who puts on the strap on and fucks her friend is taking a more dominant role (even if there's not a formal fetish or bondage scene or intention) while the girl who is being fucked is taking the more submissive role. This is all my thought on the subject and you may have a different interpretation and frankly I still haven't figured out how to reconcile the whole dominant/submissive thing when I'm bouncing up and down on top.

So that being the case, I don't see anything wrong at all with a guy who gets fucked in his ass, I'm just saying its more of a submissive thing is all. So why am I going through all this? We'll after that web log post and even recently I've gotten some messages from guys who seem to confuse the submissive aspect of anal sex by a girl with a strapon with being gay. I want to get that clear right now that being fucked in the ass by a girl with toys does not make you gay. I can see how the whole ass part would confuse you, but the fact that there's a girl involved in the process and not another guy should cue you in that its not about being gay, its more likely about taking on a submissive role and your girl taking on a more dominant role. Okey? Everyone got that? I want that clear so if I decide to turn into Mistress Bitch Maliia and put on a strap on and ride your ass like you're my naughty little puppy I don't want you to be thinking that you might be gay because you like having my dildo buried in your ass. No, I want you to be thinking what a lowly little submissive sex object you are and how lucky you are that a beautiful Asian goddess like me is in total control of your body and much you like having HER cock inside you and how much you like being HER bitch! Everyone get that? Good, now go fetish me my slippers!

Hawaiian Sluts Aren't Just for Americans You Know!

It seems as if my last post was really babbly and wierd. Doesn't it? I get like that sometimes, especially when I'm either drunk or I have no idea what I want to say. It would be nice if I could say I was drunk but I wasn't so I guess I just had no idea what I wanted to say so I ended up saying not too much exciting. Hey, kind of like I'm doing now. How about that? There's definately a pattern forming here.

In that last post though I did a little paragraph about the flag burning thing and that was just my little opinion. I was concerned I guess that it would turn some people off from my little webcage and of course I don't want to do that which is one of the reasons I guess I try to stay away from being too politically oriented. Someone was saying to me the other day that the big Ann Coulter right wing Republican types probably wouldn't visit my webcage anyway and I said are you kidding? They are more likely to visit my website than anyone. The difference of course is that while they would visit and have just as much fun as anyone, they would probably deny ever coming to see me afterwards and if they ever got caught at my webcage, they would probably condemn me as a pornographic slut endangering the fragile minds of children everywhere. I'm not a particular fan of Ann Coulter because it seems like she'll say anything to anyone about anything to sell a book regardless of who it hurts and whether or not its accurate, but I have to figure that either she puts up a strong front but at home she becomes a naughty little slave sex toy for her man, or more likely, she's just as much of a domineering leather bitch who's greatest fantasy (or maybe its reality for all I know) is probably to have all the liberal hippie types kneel down and lick her stiletto boots while she whips them into submission.

Anyway, that's enough about politics because I came to realize a couple days ago that my comments tend to be very America-centric. This makes sense because hey, I'm an American girl, living in America and the majority of people who visit my webcage which is about my experience in America, are also Americans. Still, I should acknowledge that many of my friends are from all over the world and I'm very thrilled to have had the chance to meet every one of them. So I'm giving a shout out to all the great people from all the other countries who visit me too. First, there seems to be an absolutely HUGE number of people in India, especially New Delhi. I have no idea why I'm so popular there but I'm happy about it. Also, China, especially Beijing is big. I thought for sure the Chinese government was supposed to be filtering out websites like mine because after all, the Chinese people aren't supposed to be looking at porn, especially bondage porn but I guess some Chinese people are really clever and found a way to look at my hot little body anyway. Or maybe the Chinese government isn't doing such a good job of keeping me out. Either way its nice to have you looking at me Chinese and Indian people. Of course this raises the question of just how many of you are helping to support my webcage by buying the additional services or access to the protected area of my site since a lot of international people don't have the same payment options I guess, but still, you can make up for it by participating more in the free areas okey?

Moving on, I seem to have a pretty big following in Western Europe. That's cool too because there's pretty much no part of Western Europe that I don't like. So it works out well that I get a lot of visitors from England, France, Italy, Germany Switzerland and others. It's cool too because I know how kinky the Germans and Swiss are. They love bondage and next to the Japanese, who are also big fans of my webcage it seems, I think they're one of the bigger fetish cultures. The thing I like about Europe in general though is that sex and especially fetish just don't seem to be viewed in the same prudish light as America. They seem pretty cool about it and more aware that sex is a natural thing and there's nothing wrong with mixing things up sometimes whether its a little roleplay, costumes, fetish and bondage or whatever. As long as its safe and consensual, hey why not? So big shout out to the European people who enjoy my webcage for being so cool. Woo woo!

As you might expect, I really don't see too many visitors from South America, Africa, Middle East or Former Soviet Republics. Oh well, their loss. New Zealand and Australians also seem to visit me some but I think they generally also have a much more open attitude about sex. The big question I have though is whether its true that the water in the toilet bowl (or sink) spins the other way. Here it goes clockwise I think. I heard its counter clockwise there and its called the Coriolis effect. Maybe I heard wrong though. Hey, I get all my education from the Simpsons. If its not in cartoon form why bother right? See, that attitude just proves I'm American! That's why the Schoolhouse Rock education cartoons were so popular, but still, I'm just a bill my ass!

So with all of these international people visiting my webcage, I guess either most of those people can read English in which case if you are one of them you are no doubt enjoying my little blog comment here, or they can't read English and just like to look at the pictures and video of my cute little brown body in bondage and having lesbian fun. I'm not complaining, I don't mind if people like to pleasure themselves by looking at me, as a matter of fact, it definately turns me on. I suppose the argument could be made that I should make my website in other languages too in order to appeal to others, but I don't really know other languages that well except Hawaiian maybe and besides, there would be too many to count! Seriously, I thought of how nice it would be to have things in Japanese, Chinese, Spanish, French, German, Italian, Thai, Korean and who knows how many others, but come on, that's just not going to happen for me so here's the deal. Either enjoy everything in English or if you can't enjoy the English parts, then just enjoy the photos okey? I hope that sounds fair.

So, even if July 4 is only an American holiday, its still a day for everyone so I hope everyone has a very naughty July 4 and either tie (or chain if you prefer) someone up or get someone to do that to you (and if you want more than one someone, that's okey too!)