Today's Topic Just Hit Me...Well Almost.

I was trying to figure out what I was going to say today and then suddenly it hit me. Well, it didn't hit me, but it did hit someone else. I was walking down the sidewalk after getting a Starbucks mocha frappucino (I love them, they're so fun and frosty!) and I saw this woman driving her Jeep Grand Whatever while gabbing on her cell phone. Seeing people walking, driving, spanking, fucking, etc while talking on their cell phones is really not that unusual, especially for Los Angeles where its pretty much a given. Still, I've made no secret of my feelings on this subject, that people generally drive like complete idiots when they aren't distracted by holding a phone up to their ears, so when you factor the phone part into it, its like adding gasoline to a fire. This is not helpful you know.

So its not just the drivers though, this total jackass decided to cross Santa Monica Boulevard against the light as cars were quickly approaching. Why did Mr. Jackass do this you ask? I don't know (it's sort of like asking why the chicken crossed the road isn't it?), but I do know that in predictable fashion, Mr. Jackass had a cell phone shoved halfway down his ear canal. I'm thinking his parents were definately swimming at the shallow end of the gene pool when he was conceived. So what happened next you ask? All of the sudden Mrs. Talking on the Cell Phone in the Jeep and not giving a shit saw Mr. Jackass in front of her, slammed on her brakes and swerved into oncoming traffic in an attempt to save Mr. Jackass' life.

Unfortunately, she did this right in front of a little blue Chevrolet which managed to swerve to take the impact on the side instead of head on. Unfortunately it was the driver's side which is never fun. After the Jeep hit the blue Chevy, the Jeep flipped over a couple of times and landed on its side (naturally the driver's side was the one on the bottom). The great irony of all of this is that after the Jeep hit the Chevrolet and went off to do its flips, the Chevy was pushed..wait for the dramatic pause...right into Mr. Jackass, naturally running him over and yes, it did cause him to drop his cell phone. In case you're wondering, it turns out the guy in the red Chevrolet was also on his phone. I'm guessing that none of these people were talking to their insurance agents at the time, though it probably would have been a good idea. That would be a good conversation. You know, "hey Bob, I'm glad you're my agent because I'm a complete jackass who is doing some really stupid things and boy is your company going to pay".

Six police cars, five fire trucks, four police motorcycles, three ambulances, two tow trucks (I am seriously not making this up) and a partridge in a pair tree later (okey, I made that last one up), everything was cleaned up, towed away or carted off to the nearest hospital (probably Santa Monica hospital, they didn't look rich enough to go to St. Johns). It took over an hour and the entire block of the street was blocked off, which if you know Los Angeles, you know this is a pretty large and major street. No one died at the scene though I have no idea what the future holds for these people and I have to wonder if those who do survive will equate their misfortune with their complete lack of awareness of what was going on around them because they had Aunt Millie from Topeka shouting through the latest color of Motorola Razr (I can't be too sarcastic here because as I mentioned previously, I got a nice Razr phone in "Paris Hilton Pink" about a month ago because it was very feminine looking and if its possible, I look even cuter than normal when I use it) about being nice to cousin Ricky who is coming to visit because he thinks he wants to be an actor.

I'm not kidding here. You can drive your car, you can talk on your phone, but don't do both at the same time. Either hang up and drive or pull over to the side of the road and gab all you want. What could be so important anyway? I always liked my quiet time driving my little Jeep Wrangler with the top down and the wind blowing my hair all over the place (though I've taken to wearing a little ball cap to keep things from getting too crazy in that department) , its very relaxing. I don't want anyway to call me but when it happens I'm responsible about it. Maybe this is just some Darwinian way of weeding out the people who are too stupid to perpetuate the breeding lines which would be fine except I'm afraid they may try to take me down with them...and I'm not ready to go! I know maybe I sound overly cruel or harsh given the sure extent of the injuries suffered by these people and hardship that this will cause for them and their families, physically, economically and emotionally, I get that, but rather than dwell on feeling bad about their misfortune, I prefer to use it as a learning experience. You know they say there's no better teacher than experience, and if you can learn from someone else's, even better. You don't have to end up like them. Maybe they still would have had the accident if they hadn't been on their phones, but I'm guessing not or at least it wouldn't have been as bad. Mr. Jackass wouldn't have crossed the street into oncoming traffic, Mrs. Jeep would have seen the danger sooner and reacted better and Mr. Chevrolet, well he was pretty much screwed no matter what, sometimes that happens too matter what you do.

The point though is if you want to decrease your probability of this sort of thing happening to you, pay attention! Okey? If you can do that it would be great, and if you can't, please don't drive anywhere near me. I'll be the cute Asian girl in the Jeep who is giving you nasty looks while trying to get as far away from you as possible. You wouldn't want that, now would you?

Its Not Me Talking, It's the Wine. No Really!

I was really happy to see a little more interaction from my last web log posting. The comments were great to read and honestly I do really love to hear what you're thinking. I know most people who read my thoughts don't have anything to say about it and that's okey, but it's always nice to get some response. So to address some of the comments I got. You know, I think rubber sheets (especially black ones) would be really sexy especially since you could do anything on them (pee, wax play, whatever), but I'm not sure they would be too comfortable to sleep on. I'm a big fan of satin sheets because they feel so nice against my skin, but I've already discussed my pussy juice issues and trying to keep satin sheets clean would be a lot more work than I'm willing to do. I guess the alternative would be to wear panties, but come on, do you really want me to stop sleeping naked?

Another comment was in favor of conversations that centered around the subject of my pussy juice. Since I love to be the center of attention so much (hence the turn on not only from exhibitionism and display but also from knowing that so many people are looking at my tight little brown body and having orgasms), I also love to talk about myself a lot and that includes pretty much any part of me like my pussy juice. To answer the question, I think a lot of people probably have a fetish for my wet pussy, but is it because its my pussy or because its wet or because of the things I'm into or is it because the people who might have a fetish for my wet pussy might just have a fetish for any wet pussy that is attached to a decent looking girl. I don't really know, maybe its all of the above.

I was also glad to finally get some feedback about my comments on feminization, particularly forced feminization. See, I knew some of you had fantasies about that and it was nice to finally hear them. I think a lot of the people I heard from said they would love to be forced to be my little slut bitch or a variation was for me and one of my friends in the photos like Pia or Meow to dominate the guy and make him a pretty little slavegirl for us. I totally get into this which is part of why I love to hear your thoughts and also its why I was so surprised after the first feminization blog post that I didn't really get much response. This was definately better. I do get turned on thinking a girl or a guy is reading my website or writing a blog comment or adding to the forum while playing with themselves or using a dildo on their ass or if a guy, dressed up in something pretty or they've gagged themselves or chained and collared or whatever. That's totally hot that they would do that and then enjoy me or what I have to share. Very hot for sure!

Seriously, I'm clearly not a normal girl. Not only because of the amount and ease with with the juices flow from me but also my complete willingness to talk about it.

A lot of people have mentioned how they liked how open and honest I am about sexual activities, fantasies and my sexuality in general. I know a lot of girls and frankly, a lot of guys too find talking about these things openly to be uncomfortable and sometimes awkward too. I'm not going to start talking about my pussy juice or being leashed like a dog in the checkout lane of the grocery store. This isn't exactly a conversation to be had with the waiter at the Chinese place I like so much, no matter how much he might like it, its still inappropriate. On the other hand, if I'm around people who I know are comfortable with their sexuality and with expressing it and letting others express theirs, such as at a party, event or even at my own website here or websites like it, then I'm totally happy to just talk as openly as if I'm discussing my favorite type of flower while at the gardening store. Make sense? So that being the case, I totally have enjoyed talking about all of me, not just the normal day to day stuff but certainly the kinkier and wierder stuff too and I plan to keep talking about all kinds of things from my fantasies and experiences to thoughts about my body and various fluids and all kinds of other things. See, I like it and I hope you do too.

I know this post was probably a little rambling and didn't make much sense, but see, this is what happens when you try to write a blog post after a glass and a half of wine (I was hanging out at a girlfriend's house this afternoon at her pool and we drank wine and talked dirty, it was fun). So anyway, have a fun, safe and very naughty holiday weekend and if you have any thoughts or whatever, please share them okey.

Time to Wash the Pussy Juice Stains out of my Sheets

I just got up which may sound like its a pretty normal time since it was like 8 in the morning but really I usually get up much earlier. I don't know why I slept in this morning, I think I was really tired or something. I often go up to Malibu around 5:30 or 6:00 to surf. I never liked to spend too much time sleeping anyway because there's just too much stuff to do. Or as the saying goes, I'll get plenty of sleep when I'm dead, so I might as well enjoy myself while I'm alive.

I was a little dissapointed that my last web log post didn't get more attention. I thought for sure that my posting about feminization and turning a guy into a little slave slut girl would have brought out thoughts or opinions or in the least inspired some of the guys who have had this fantasy to speak up. There were a couple of comments that were given and I thought they were all very good and definately interesting. To paraphrase, one basically said that what makes a man is in how he handles his responsibilities, not in what he wears or in what form he likes sex to take place. I kind of liked that and while I would say that the issues probably aren't limited only to the things mentioned in the comment, that certainly in my opinion, whether a man wants to dress up in lingerie and be spanked while punped in the ass by a girl with a big strap-on really has nothing to do either with his manhood or his sexual identity.

So if you have any thoughts on this whether its a comment on what you think of feminization, any experiences you have had or certainly any fantasies then please share them. Honestly, I'm surprised we haven't heard more from the fantasy angle. I know a lot of guys secretly wish they could wear lingerie or be forced to be a pretty girl but they are so conditioned by society that its wrong to want those things that they lie about the desire, even to themselves. You can lie all you want to outsiders about your desires if you're trying to fit in and conform I guess (of course you can take the opposite approach which is what I do and let other people fit in with me), but when you start lying on the inside to yourself, you're just trying to fool yourself and you can't do that because you already know the truth. Why not explore those fantasies in the one place its safe, your mind. Hey, if it turns you on and makes you happy and doesn't hurt anyone, I just don't see anything wrong with it.

On to another topic. I'm sure a lot of guys have woken up in the morning and found cum stains on their sheets. You know, wet dreams, pre-cum or whatever. What guys don't get though is girls have this same problem. I like this dark red color that is on my website. I like it so much that this is the color of my sheets too. While its a great color, it also shows stains from body fluids pretty easily (luckily all that stuff comes out with a good washing anyway). For example, I woke up this morning and there was a huge stain of dried pussy juice on my top sheet. Why was it on the top sheet? Because I guess I slept on top of part of it last night. So, I end up washing the sheets a few times a week because after a couple of nights there are usually pussy juice stains all over the place. In case you haven't figured it out yet, I do sleep naked almost all of the time and I generally do fall asleep either playing with myself or at least with my hand on my pussy. I know I'm not the only girl who does this and I'm pretty sure that most guys do that too. My pussy is easily the best toy I've ever had! The only time I don't sleep naked is when I'm having my period but that's a different blog topic for a different day. Seriously, usually when I'm falling asleep I have all my naughty fantasies about big cocks and juicy P*, gangbangs, bondage, fetish clothes, humiliation and everything else running through my naughty little head.

I do have a very juicy pussy though. I believe I get wetter than many girls and usually a lot faster too. It really doesn't take a lot of foreplay to get me gushing. I've talked about this before that often when I'm horny and bound standing up in some way, I'll usually have pussy juice running down my legs. Seriously. This is just how I am. Maybe I should bottle and sell it or something. We'll call it Eau de Maliia. It makes you wonder though because scents and of course pheromones play such a big part in our attractions and I think when I am horny I'm probably a lot like a female dog in heat where all the other dogs can sense that its time to give the animal a good pumping. When I go out and I'm horny and dripping I tend to get a lot more attention than when I'm not feeling that way. Interesting huh? No wonder I love to be locked into a dog collar and led around on a leash so much.

So, I hope you get more interactive and give me your thoughts or whatever either on this post or previous ones or share your thoughts in the forum too. I've noticed that a lot of people are reading the posts there but its kind of slow in posting so I know you are enjoying it a lot, but don't forget to give something back by sharing too. Now I've got to go wash my sheets today, I need nice clean ones so I can work on making new spots of dried pussy juice.

How to Create a Pretty Little Slut Girl

I finally got caught up on my email. It really backed up on me over the last couple of days as it tends to do sometimes. Its important to me to respond to people who took the time to write me and tell me what's going on with them. I hate it when I write someone a well thought out email and they either don't respond at all or they respond like with a three word answer. It's pretty clear they didn't put any thought into it if they did that. Though sometimes through email correspondance you get to a point in which the person is just email back and forth for the sake of doing so and not because they have anything new to tell you. In that case sure I feel like I should still respond and I want to encourage people to share whats going on but in those cases things tend to die out and its too bad because its not that I'm not interested in them or their thoughts, its just that we've probably already covered whatever they told me before and they're not covering any new ground, you know?

I went out dancing last night with my Thai friend. We always have a great time together and we went to a hip hop club. The music wasn't as good as last time we were there though. This time they played only a couple of songs we liked and the DJ was kind of annoying. He would start to play a song we liked for like thirty seconds and then shift to something else and he just kept doing that. I think he thought he was being a great DJ or something by showing off how he could go from one track to another and skip around everywhere but really he was just being annoying. We finally gave up because we couldn't really dance to anything because by the time we found our beat on a song, the stupid DJ would start skipping and changing. He definately thought he was Mr. Super Cool. Too bad its only true in his own mind.

You know a few days ago I posted an entry about the party I went to and one of the things I mentioned was feminization. I talked a little about how I'm generally attracted to guys who are rough and manly but there was something about forced feminization (as opposed to the "voluntary" crossdresser kind) that kind of turned me on. This little blurb got a pretty good response from guys who it seems have a new fantasy awakened in them, that being forced to become a pretty little slut.

It seemed like in the emails I received about this, some guys felt the need to preface their thoughts on the matter by emphasizing that they're not gay or bi. Since they thought they should say this, I thought maybe I needed to clear something up. Sexual orientation has nothing to do with feminization, either "forced" or voluntary. Just because someone likes to be a crossdresser or even likes to be forced to be a pretty slut, that doesn't have anything to do with what gender they like to have sex with. One has nothing to do with the other. A lot of people may think it does, but it doesn't. Some guys who crossdress are gay or bi, some aren't. Likewise, some guys who are into bdsm are gay or bi, and some aren't. There's really no connection. So you see, its not about sexual orientation and "forced" feminization is more about submission. Hey, if you're a submissive guy you want to do what your Mistress tells you, you need to obey her and if her pleasure is for you to be her slut girl then that should excite you.

I think a lot of guys though feel the need to say this because the thought of being feminized turns them on, they like that but they're concerned that having their sexual orientation questioned might be a threat to their manhood. In other words, they have a concern that putting on a pretty pair of panties and stockings will somehow change who they are inside. In our society, there seems to be a lot of pressure on men to be macho and tough and anything that goes against that is considered to be weak. So you have guys who might be intriqued by this idea, but they're afraid to explore it, even in fantasies in their own mind because they're afraid of what it might mean. So here's the deal guys, if you want to fantasize about a girl forcing you to become her pretty feminized slut, it doesn't make you gay, it doesn't make you bi, it only makes you kinky and since you're hanging out at my website and enjoying all the other kinky things I'm into, I think the kinky ship has sailed and you're already on board as a passenger. Besides, its a good and fun ship to be on.

So if you want to fantasize about this or even share your fantasies in the forum section, please do. I think you'll find that not only will other people identify with your thoughts but they may enjoy and appreciate them as well.

You know, it's tough to be a woman. Seriously. You guys have no idea what goes into it. I was talking with my Thai friend about this last night and she agreed. We spend hours to get ready to go out to a club or dinner. Yesterday I spent an hour to wash, blow-dry and straighten my hair. Then I had to put on my makeup, figure out what I was going to wear and accessorize! Guys just throw on clothes that don't smell too bad and go (except the supposed "metrosexuals" like Ryan Seacrest. I'm told those kinds of guys can spend hours in the bathroom though I suspect most of that time is spent gazing longingly into the mirror).

I think it would be nice to take a normal guy who has no clue and for one of my friends and I to make him our little slave. Once we've enslaved him, I think we need to let him see how tough it is to be a girl. First we'd have to get rid of all his body hair of course (see, girls have to make sure their bodies are hairless, and mine is totally hairless including my pussy) and I do mean ALL hair except head hair. He's going to be smooth as a baby when we're done with him! I think we'd have to lock up his cock of course, we can't have that thing getting out of control. Probably put a cage on it and then lock it down on him so its out of the way and maybe even a little painful if he gets too hard. After all, if he's our little slave then we should get to control his erections right?

I think a cute little black g-string panty would be nice, perhaps with fishnets attached to a kinky pvc garter? See, my thought is as long as we're dressing him up to be our girl, we might as well make him into a real slut. Like a totally kinky streetwalking whore. By the way, I love verbal humilation and this is where a guy might get confused relating to what I said above on this subject. I might call my new "girl" a cocksucking whore. That doesn't mean I think he's going suck on cocks or that he should, would or wants to. It's just a form of added humiliation is all and if he's going to suck on a cock it will likely be a dildo or strapon. I just thought I would clear that up.

Anyway, a nice leather or pvc skirt would be good, maybe something just short enough so if we make our little slut bend over, it rides up his ass a little to show off his cute little g-string. For the top there's a lot of ways to go. Obviously he doesn't have boobs so we have to work with this (of course you've probably seen my little tits and it hasn't stopped me from being sexy). I think a nice black corset that cinches his waist nice and tight (so he can really feel what we kinky bdsm girls go through when we wear them) will be good. Naturally we'll have to put a collar on him (hey, a girl has to keep her pet on a leash right?) For shoes I think a nice pair of 2 inch platforms with 6 inch heels will be nice. I can walk on those without too much trouble because its only a 4 inch heel really so if I can do it, he should be able to as well. Finally, we'll put on a little makeup to make our horny little slave "girl" nice and pretty.

So now that we've gone to all this trouble to create a girl, it would be a shame if we didn't share "her" with the rest of the world, so I think we need to take "her" out, perhaps to a fetish friendly club. I think we'd have to keep "her" on a leash though. The other Mistresses might be jealous that I have such a pretty little slut girl and try to steal "her".

Maybe this very quick little description has given you some ideas or thoughts on this subject. If so, I hope you'll share them in the forum section okey? I know I enjoyed sharing my thought with you.

Do I really Have a Great Website, or is that just flattery?

I hope you enjoyed reading about my party experience. I guess I didn't really go into too much detail about my role as a Mistress but I definately have it on my list of things to cover in extensive graphic detail, though not necessarily that particular domme experience but certainly the whole Maliia as a dominatrix thing is something I definately want to talk more about. A few people have been super cool (they go on my list of people who are super cool) and have been active posting their drawings and fantasies in the forum section. I definately love all of what's been posted so far and I read everything, sometimes twice (or more if its really hot and I had to play with myself). So there you go. The people who post their fantasies, experiences, etc are helping to make me cum. Even if you don't think you have anything cool to write, if you have thoughts about what someone else wrote or you have something to add or you just want to let the person know that you appreciate that they posted their thought, please do it okey? Everyone likes to get feedback on what they're doing, even me! The difference is I've kind of gotten used to doing all this work on my little webcage and not hearing from most people.

That brings us to another issue. The people I do hear from are always telling me that my webcage is one of the best bondage sites they've ever seen. Either they're telling the truth and I really do have a great website, or they're kissing my ass in the hopes that it will make me like them more (while I love compliments and flattery if its truthful and sincere, I'll always respect someone who tells me the truth, even if its not going to make me happy over a "yes" man who tells me what he/she thinks I want to hear). So if its the second one and my website isn't really one of the best bondage sites they've ever seen then I'd rather hear what I can do to make it the best (within reason of course, I'm not going to run out and give oral sex to everyone who visits or anything). Of course if its the first one and most people who visit my site truly believe that its one of the best bondage sites out there and they truly believe that they were lucky and happy to find it then I think everyone who feels that way should help me to spread the word about it.

Seriously, its good for everyone. You're helping other bondage loving people to find my website just like you found it and the more visitors (especially regular visitors) the more people who hopefully will be interacting, participating and sharing their stories, fantasies, photos, drawings and experiences. That means there will be even more fun new stuff to come and enjoy everyday. So this is the thing. If you truly believe that my webcage is one of the best bondage websites... tell other bondage/fetish loving people about it! Give them my website address (www.maliia.com in case you forgot). Okey? So I hope I'm not asking too much, I just want for everyone to have a great time and enjoy my webcage but even more, I totally get off when people get off on me. Seriously. I love knowing that people can look at my body or read my stories or whatever and get pleasure, and the more people who do that, the more humiliating/exciting it is for me. Does that make sense? Okey, so for those of you who help out, you're definately special and cool and you have my appreciation big time (sorry, still no blowjob lottery though).

That's MISTRESS Maliia to you! Now lick my shoes!

So I went through this whole thing in my last posting about the party I was going to and I described a lot of what goes on at this particular party which happens about once a month (there are obviously a lot of parties going on all the time at different places and from different people, organizations or whatever so there's always some party going on plus there's always private play with my friends too). In my posting I said I was planning to be a little slave slut because of course I'm a cute little slavegirl who should be chained, humiliated and put on display right? Well, not everything works out the way you plan it sometimes, but that's not always a bad thing.

I spent most of the first part of my time at the party just watching what other people were doing. One girl was into needle play and was getting a series of needles put in her back. Everytime a needle went in she screamed at the top of her lungs, but since she'd have to be a totally masochistic pain slut to do it in the first place I'm assuming that she was happy about the whole thing. There was a really hot girl who is a slave to a Mistress friend of mine who was led around by a leash attached to her clit ring. It was very cute. She seems to be a very happy girl too. I've seen her a lot and everytime she's always smiling and looking like she's having a great time. Even when her little clit is being tugged as she's trotted across the room she has a great big smile on. I like happy people, they make me happy too.

A shoe shine chair was setup in one corner and there was a slave boy who was giving shoe shines. Of course he only had to use his tongue to do the job. He mostly polished for women, both shoes and boots, but I saw him do a couple of guys shoes too. I guess when you're a shoe polish slave you can't be too picky. I was tempted to get my shoes polished too, I was wearing really sexy black platform heels. They have a two inch platform with a six inch heel and an ankle strap that comes with a little padlock so my shoes can literally be locked on to my feet. If you like the idea of locking shoes on a girl, then you would love these as much as I do. Okey, here's the thing about platforms which you already know. If I try to wear a six inch heel on a flat shoe, I can barely walk. That kind of shoe is what I call "sex" shoes or more appropriately, "indoor" shoes. I'm just not going to do a whole lot of walking in them, it's not going to happen, but they make me look incredibly sexy and they're great to wear when I'm getting fucked like a little animal. When I go out someplace I want to wear sexy shoes but of course they have to be outdoor shoes or a little more practical because I'm walking around more. I can handle a four inch heel on a flat shoe fine which means I can also easily do a six inch heel with a two inch platform because really, the heel is still just four inches. Does all of that make any sense? I know some people don't have to wear heels (though I'm sure they appreciate them) so they don't really know all the stuff that goes into it, so now you know some of it okey? Anyway, the shoe shine boy was busy with other people and I was impatient and didn't want to wait so that's why I didn't get that done.

Naturally there were lots of people getting whipped. Some guys but mostly girls. Its kind of hypnotic after a while if you watch. The whip going whack...whack...whack. It's very rhythmic. I think it would be cool of someone put together a song based on that kind of rythym and sound. Still, as you know, humiliation is my thing and while there tends to be some of that at this kind of party, bondage and pain seem to be most of what's going on. There was one guy I see a lot who loves to be a child. Sometimes he's a little girl but this time he was a little boy with a big teddy bear and of course a diaper. There were also a couple of guys who were feminized. One I think did it to himself but the other one was with a domme and I saw him earlier as a guy so I'm guessing she feminized him at the party and made him her "bitch". I'm guessing by the fact that his cock was totally sticking out, that he was enjoying it totally.

See this is where you can never tell about me. Generally I like guys to be strong and rough unless I'm feeling dominant in which case submissive is fine. Still, there's something kind of cool about watching an otherwise normal and maybe even good looking guy forced to become a woman in appearance. If he does it to himself its just not as exciting for me but when he's forced to do it by a Mistress made to be her little slut, that's hot!

So I'm talking about what everyone else was doing but not so much about me. That's because for like the first third of my time at the party I spent it either wandering around and watching what was going on, chatting with some friends or turning down several offers to "play" (I don't play with people I don't know and frankly everyone who came and asked me that was a guy who had been staring at me for like twenty minutes and I think was more interested in getting in my little hairless pussy than in sharing a bdsm experience). I don't blame them of course, I did look super hot! As I said before I did wear the short pvc dress that barely covers my ass and zips up the front but has buckles across the front to make it look sexy. Naturally I wore a cool collar with two O-rings (I like to call them Orgasm rings), one in front and one in back. I was debating about whether to wear heels or boots and stockings, fishnets or bare. Of course I ended up going with the platform stilettos I mentioned before and bare legs. Mostly because as sexy as my legs look in stockings or fishnets, with a nice pair of high heels like those, my smooth brown legs look incredible and so did I!

I started talking to this really super cute blonde girl who I had seen a few months ago. At the last party I saw her at, she was nice enough to put me in ponygirl bit, bridle, harness and lead me around the room by my reins. It didn't last long but she was really good, I loved the experience and I thought she was totally hot. Unfortunately, after that she left before I could trade some contact info but I thought well, that's how these things go. So I was pretty excited to see her again (yes we did trade info this time so we can play in the future) and she was with her husband who is her submissive. She's actually pretty close to my size (so naturally we talked about me trying on or borrowing some of her fetish outfits since she has fantastic taste and tons of stuff) and very hot though her boobs are gorgeous and a lot bigger than mine (which isn't a surprise, most girls have bigger boobs than me). Anyway, we talked about playing a little with me as a submissive but she had her hands full with her slave (who was locked into a chastity device and apparently hadn't cum in quite a while despite the fact that she said she had been hopping on his cock from time to time for her own pleasure. I guess he's just really disciplined, or the punishment for disobedience must be terrible).

Personally, I've never liked orgasm denial as party of my play because I love to cum, I know guys love to cum and I don't want to deny any of that. I'm sure there are benefits like when you finally do get to cum its more incredible and a better experience or whatever or people say well, I'm a slave so my ability to have pleasure or cum belongs to my owner so I can't do that if I'm told not to. I get that and for short periods, I'm on board with it too, but for longer term orgasm denial, no thanks. I guess that's why as much as I like the look and theory of chastity belts, particularly in fantasy, I would never actually want to have one locked on to me. I think I'd go crazy if I went for more than a couple of hours without playing with my pussy. Hey, I'm a very sexual girl, but you already knew that.

Anyway, it ended up that she chained him up with some other slave and started whipping them, teasing them, etc. I was just watching and she invited me to join in, but as a domme. Hey, I'm flexible and I had some stress to work out anyway, so I grabbed a nice flogger and got some good work in on his back. Don't worry, I did the nice rubbing and a little tickling too. While I was doing that, my blonde domme friend attached the slaves together with clamps on their nipples (they were facing each other stradling a padded "horse" like piece of furniture if you know what that looks like). Anyway, so we must have worked together to punish and tease the two slaves for maybe an hour. By then it was getting late and it was time for me to go back to my own little dungeon back in Santa Monica. Still it was a great time and I already heard from her, so maybe I've got a new playmate to have fun with. I guess we'll see!

Maliia's Plan to be a Play Party Slave Slut

I never did hear back from the girl I sent the note to in all Hawaiian, so I'm guessing that either she thought it was just meaningless letters strung together, she figured it was real Hawaiian but didn't get it or she got it but didn't care. That's okey though.

It's been an interesting week though and tonight the interesting fun continues. I'm planning to go to a fetish party and I hope its fun. I've been to these things at this place a few times and I can't say its the most exciting bondage thing I've ever done but its still fun. Usually its either people getting tied up and whipped or whatever with people standing around watching. Usually people watching are pretty courteous and try not to interrupt or disturb the "scene". I know when I'm watching something I try to limit my activity to rubbing my pussy, but only when permissible of course! The other favorite activity at these things seems to be standing around and socializing. It seems like everyone wants to be social with me, and why not, after all I am a very cute little bondage slut who is usually dressed in some very exciting fetish outfit. The problem though is usually I prefer either to be in the scene or to be left alone while I watch it. So if I'm standing there watching it and slowly rubbing my pussy and someone comes up and starts to want to chat, it kind of turns me off you know.

The part about people standing around watching is great for me though. Its nice because I love to watch of course, I'm such a naughty little voyeur, but even better, I love it when people are watching me. There are some scenes I've been in and if I thought no one was paying any attention I was actually kind of bored in it, but the minute I thought a couple people were enjoying the show it got exciting for me. I've told you before I'm definately an exhibitionist. I do get total pleasure from knowing that people are looking at my tight little brown body and enjoying when I'm chained like an animal, gagged or forced to do all kinds of humiliating things. I guess in part that's also why I like doing the photos and videos for my little webcage here because I do totally get off knowing that people are seeing that and getting off. Seriously, sometimes when I read a hot email from someone talking about how they were watching me and it made them cum or whatever, I get wet and start to play with myself sometimes.

Usually when I do scenes at this particular place its pretty simple stuff. I've done ponygirl a couple of times but it only lasted for a few minutes each time. I think it actually took longer to get me into my ponygirl gear (bit, bridle, head plume, body harness and of course bells on my nipples) than I spent actually being pranced around the main room in front of a couple hundred people. Its too bad because I really enjoyed it but ponygirl is one of those types of scenes that can take up a lot of space and if you have a lot of people in a room filled with dungeon equipment, the kind of space you need to prance and trot can be challenging so I think that's why that didn't last longer. Still, I really get off on being a ponygirl so hopefully I'll do more, especially now that I have my own ponygirl bit and bridle.

The other thing I do sometimes is puppygirl. This is probably the easiest thing because its just a matter of snapping a leash to a collar and you're already halfway there. There's a lot of variations I do. Sometimes I'm put in a cage, made to drink from a bowl or if things get really interesting, there's a "wet" area of the room (mostly for shower and watersports scenes) and I'm taken over there to pee like a puppy on her leash. As an exhibitionist, I love for people to watch me pee and its even more humiliating (i.e. better) when I'm in a dog collar and on a leash. I'm into pee play actually but I think I'll talk about that another time.

Sometimes I'll get chained and spread or suspended which is usually followed by a whipping or spanking. I'm not really a pain slut so while I'm okey with a light whipping or spanking, I don't like when it goes too far. I'm mostly about being shown off and enjoyed as an object. Some people get into other things too like rope bondage, which I've done a number of times but it takes so long and frankly, I'm a chains, metal and leather kind of bondage girl. Other people like to play with electricity and violet wands, which are okey for me but I'm always a little nervous around that. I'm also into wax play but I don't think I've ever done that at this particular party location.

So as you've probably guessed by now, it should in the least be a fun and interesting time. I like to go to these kinds of parties whenever I have the chance which is usually a couple times a month. They have this one about once a month but I missed last month so I thought it would be fun to go this month. There'a a Mistress friend who is always very active at this thing too and she's nice, pretty young like late twenties I think and seems to have a good way of training. Besides, as I've been trying to explore my domme side she's been helping me out there too.

Last time I went to this particular party I went with the thought that I was a sub but then I ran into a guy who made me feel domme so I spent the rest of the party being domme. That's how it goes for me. When I'm in a certain mood I want to be sub or domme but certain people can change that. A lot of it has to do with how they interact with me and then if I feel like it, I'll find myself reacting in a particularly domme way or a sub way depending. That's what happened before. It worked out well though, he served as my chair for a lot of it (which worked well for him because my naked ass was on his back for a lot of it, I don't wear panties usually and my pussy was definately dripping out because of all the fun stuff going on), and he for sure had a back covered in my pussy juice by the time I was done with him. I also got a nice foot massage which was good since I was wearing really high heels.

So tonight I'm thinking of wearing this pvc dress I have that barely covers my ass. It zips up the front and has these cute little buckles to make it look even kinkier. The neck is kind of low so a collar looks great with it. Whether I'll go wearing stockings or fishnets (which are always sexy, especially with my pvc garter) or just bare legs (which are nice too since I have such smooth and delicious legs) I'm still not sure about. I'll have to give that some thought.

Anyway, so if anything really exciting happens I'll tell you about it because I like to share that sort of thing and I have a feeling you might enjoy hearing about it right? So have a great weekend and stay naughty okey?

I'm Babbling about Nothing in Hawaiian

Its funny how sometimes when I go to write something in this web log I have no idea what I'm going to say and then I start thinking of something and I go off writing on some wierd tangent. Other times I'm going through my email and responding to someone and it will make me think that hey, this would probably be an interesting thing to talk about more. That happened today. First, I was going through my messages and I noticed a disproportionate amount of them addressed my ethnicity. I had a bunch talking about Hawaiian things on television, trips to Hawaii, friends in Hawaii and finally one girl wrote me a quick note saying "Aloha, pehea'oe?" which means basically "hi, how are you?". That last one is in for a real surprise because I wrote back this long reply (by long I mean about two paragraphs) all in Hawaiian language. I figured if she knew pehea'oe, either she's trying to tell me she speaks Hawaiian or that's all she knows. If its the first one I think we'll have an interesting conversation in Hawaiian, if its the second, its possible that I've scared her off and I won't be hearing from her again. I've had this experience before with other languages where you know a few words and you know the other person speaks that language so you say your few words like "buenos dias, como esta usted" or "je voudrais le jambon avec le fromage" and the person assumes you speak whatever language it is and just start rambling off at full speed in it not giving you a space to say "hey, I exhausted my full knowledge of your language three words and twenty minutes ago".

Still, I love talking about things like culture and language and pretty much anything else. I like to talk about Hawaii too because I'm very happy with what I am and where I'm from and most people have good experiences and thoughts when they think of Hawaii or Hawaiians so its usually a pleasant thing.

So I was going through my email and someone asked a question about ponygirls that I answered and I realized that I haven't really talked about ponygirls or even puppygirl play so that might be a nice idea for me to talk about but I didn't want to talk about them today because I'm talking about other things and I'm really trying to stay focused because as I'm sure you know, its very easy for me to go off the subject and off into the wilderness of "what does this have to do with anything" land.

Someone else wrote to me asking about the bondage scene in Los Angeles. I didn't really understand the question I think but I tried to help. Every once in a while I get a question like this so I thought that might also be a nice subject of what my favorite bondage places and resources are here in Los Angeles. See, I just get inspiration from everywhere don't I?

Have you noticed that it also seems that I can only post new web log entries on even numbered days. I feel like I have OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) or something. I think it just started out that way by accident because I probably started on an even day and was updating it every other day but somewhere it became a thing where I was only doing even days. I guess if I had started on an odd day it would have been obsessively odd huh? I'm not usually that much of an OCD case though. I mean there are little things I guess I do kind of compulsively like in the morning I always splash my face with water three times. I think that started because two wasn't enough to really do the job and four was just going overboard. Now its just habit. I have a lot of habits but offhand I can't really think of too many other OCD type things I do. You know, I do other things though like take vitamins everyday, exercise, make up the bed (I'm not a neat freak but I like a clean place okey), but those are pretty much good habits I think. My one bad habit is probably sweets. I love them. I don't consider bondage and sex to be bad habits though I guess some people would. I put those in the good habit catagory. Bondage also lends itself nicely to OCD as well. You know, you have to spank me three times on each ass cheek before I'm allowed to pee, make me bark four times before I can lick your shoes. I'm sure there are other things you can do as well.

So far it seems as though I'm just talking about all the things I could have talked about without actually talking about any of it. See, that's just part of my charm. Of course there's always a good chance that I can talk about it next time, unless of course I get distracted and start talking about something else. I tend to do that a lot too.

Maliia Incorrectly Explains Gay Lifestyles

I went out with some friends last night to a gay bar and had a great time. I love hanging out with gay men sometimes because they are so much fun and you don't have to worry about them having alterior motives for hanging out with you. It's sort of like the fun you get in going out with a bunch of girls except you don't have to compete with them or deal with any bitchy cattyness or jealousy or whatever. I'm not saying those things aren't part of the equation, but its just limited to being between the gay guys so none of it is directed at me. That means I can just hang out, have fun and relax without having to be a participant in any of the drama, I can just watch and enjoy. Sort of like television except no commercials (which I guess makes it more like HBO huh?).

Of course there was a time when I was a lot more naive about things. I'm an experienced girl now (in more ways than one too). I met a guy once who was just over the top flaming gay. He was okay looking and we became friends and I was on the look out for a cute guy for him. Well after a while he said he'd never had an attraction to a woman before but something about me made him want to try it (he also said he'd never been with a woman before, only men). Well I wasn't super interested in him but I was totally flattered that I was so hot that I could maybe turn this guy to being straight (which is just silly and a total ego trip). So we started fooling around a little but something was off so we didn't quite go all the way with it. He got mad and that was pretty much the end of the friendship. I was okey with it until a few weeks later I ran into a girl at a party and some how his name came up. Turns out, the girl was his ex girlfriend, he was totally straight and just played a whole gay act to get girls. What a loser!

So now I don't fall for any of that crap. Of course I should know better anyway. After all, I'm bisexual and I know that its not something that changes. I believe very strongly that you are what you are and you like what you like. There's nothing wrong with it but if you're gay then you're gay. I'm bi, I think I've probably always been bi and I probably always will be. I don't have a problem with that. I like boys and girls pretty much equally. Does that make sense?

Okey, so me being bi-sexual is not exactly front page news, I get that. But I was at this bar with the gay guys and of course there were almost no women in the place. Now for those of you who don't know, there are many different species of gay man. For a few examples, you have bears, which are your big, hairy guys. Twinks, which are the small, thin guys. Leathermen, the ones who like to wear biker outfits (and although gay guys from any type can be into bdsm, the leathermen are the ones most generally associated with it, at least certainly to mainstream society), military/cop types, really great looking gay guys too (sometimes confused with metrosexuals like Ryan Seacrest) and there's a bunch of others too and their roles differ as well.

See, one thing I love about gay guys is how organized they are. I think straight and bi people could learn a thing or two from them. They have a hanky system which is just the coolest. You have a hankerchief or some other cloth, and the color is a signal for what you like and what you're looking for. I'm sure most of you have heard of this system. For example, if you wear a black hanky on the left you're heavy into S&M and you're a top. If you wear it on the right you're a bottom. Likewise, a light blue hanky on the left means you want a blowjob and right means you want to give one. It seems that theres a whole list of them but I imagine that if you're into it, then you'll easily remember the ones that apply to you and over time maybe even become familiar with most of them. The point is that its organized and everyone knows up front what everyone else is into and what they're looking for.

I go into a bar and its as organized as a monkey shit fight at the zoo. Guys are running all over the place hitting on everything that moves like a bunch of crazed hyenas and the girls are forced into packs like wildebeasts to protect themselves. Every once in a while a girl will become seperated from her pack or will be too slow to keep up and she'll get picked off. It's like watching Animal Planet.

It would be so much easier if I could wear the hanky that means SM switch looking for a girl. So if I see a girl wearing the SM hanky on the left I know she's domme or the SM hanky on the right and I know she's sub, I might go talk to her. Same is true for the guys. Just like the gay codes, a guy or a girl could wear these. For example, mustard color could mean he's got more than 8" (of course I think all the guys would wear this one whether its true or not), or yellow with a white strip might mean that he likes Asian girls. See, I'm an Asian girl and if he's cute, maybe I'll go up to him with my white hanky with the orange stripe which means I like white guys and I want to be fucked like a two dollar street whore (I'm working on my comparisons but so far this is the best I'm coming up with). The point is, you'd save yourself a lot of wasted conversations with girls who have a boyfriend, are lesbian or just not interested in whatever you have to offer. Same with girls. Instead of sitting in the corner waiting for the cute guy to come over and say hi, you can check out his color, see if he'd be into you and if so, make sure he sees your color. Easy enough right? If you're curious about other gay hanky codes, I found this webpage at http://alt.xmission.com/~trevin/hanky.html that has a big list of them, I thought it was really interesting.

Anyway, so back to the gay bar again. This was a gay bar that seemed to appeal mostly to really good looking gay men. Seriously. I think every single one of these guys could easily have made the cover of GQ. Needless to say, my pussy was wet, my tongue was drooling but this brings us to the downside of hanging out with really good looking gay friends, its the other side of the two sided knife. They're not into me so they're not going to try anything...but they're so damn good looking and yet, they're not into me so they're not going to try anything. As fun as it was to hang out with them, it also gets a little annoying after a while, especially since I'm pretty used to being the center of attention because I'm so damn cute! So what's a girl to do?

The thing I don't get is this. Okey, I know not all gay men are totally hot, but it seems as though a lot of really hot guys are gay and maybe its just the places I go with them but it seems as though there's a disproportionate number of gay guys who are hot. They have these great faces, chiseled muscles and tanned, toned bodies...ruff ruff! No, sorry Maliia, they're not for you. On the other hand, what's up with the lesbians. It's like the opposite. Sure, I see some lesbians who are "lipstick" lesbians and are very feminine and very cute. I know this because I've hooked up with a lot of lipstick lesbians in my time. When I'm with another girl, I'm usually mistaken for a lipstick lesbian (understandable since I'd be with a girl and since I'm not also with a guy at the same time no one would really know that I'm bi right?) But it seems as though a disproportionate number of the lesbian girls I see are more butch. They try to be masculine or they let themselves go or they just get sloppy. If that's how they want to be that's fine but it was just annoying that the team that doesn't want anything to do with me is so good looking and the team that does want to play with me (it seems like even more masculine lesbians love a cute little lipstick lesbian or bi girl like me) really isn't. That's okey though, the girls I play with are very cute and very fem. It's just an observation more than anything and I'm not judging it or saying there's anything wrong with it at all. Personally, I prefer feminine girls and hot guys. But that's just me. Now all I need is the hanky code that says I'm a hot bi Asian bdsm switch into all kinds of kinky fetishes looking for a guy or a girl to be either a top or a bottom. Maybe I should go buy more hankies! If you have any thoughts about any of this, please share either in the comments of this blog or in the forum section.

My Webcage is Non-profit. Kind of like PBS huh?

You know I'm always reminding everyone about sharing their fantasies, ideas, experiences, etc in my forum section and also letting them know that not only are comments here welcomed but they are definately encouraged and I love to read them. I mentioned this of course to someone in a note as I do pretty much in every note I write to someone who contacts me about the webcage, and they wrote back and said that they were reluctant to share their thoughts in the forum section because they didn't want for me to profit from their work. I wrote back to correct the person, but it made me wonder how many people are misunderstanding the point of my webcage, so I thought I would clear everything up today.

First, my webcage is non-profit. I don't make money out of it. There is no profit, therefore I can't profit off of your work, his work, her work or even my own work. All of the interactive areas of the website are free and open to everyone including the chatroom, video chat shows, forum and blog and there are a lot of other features that are available too like the video clips which change daily, featured photo, featured story and a whole huge section on me including several large photo galleries. So anyone can come to my website and enjoy new things every single day without ever spending any money.

That having been said, yes there are things you can spend money on if you want to. Sort of like the difference between flying first class and flying in economy class. If you want to see the thousands of photos and original stories in my protected area, sure that's a little extra. If you want to see a full length DVD quality video from the video library, that is too. Most of the money you pay for those things though doesn't go to me, it goes to the company that helps administer it and I get a small piece of it. My piece goes directly to paying for the expenses of the webcage which include domain registrations, bandwidth transfer costs, file storage costs, etc. and that doesn't even include costs associated with me doing new photos or videos. Basically its a break even deal for me and if I didn't have the money from the "first class" areas, I wouldn't be able to continue to have my site up because of the costs. So in a way, the people who are willing to see more and enjoy more are supporting the site for everyone else.

So now you're probably asking a couple of questions. First you're probably saying well Maliia, if you're not making any money at this, why do it? Good question, I'm glad you asked it (I'm so polite, aren't I?). When I started my webcage I actually had no idea that money could even be made from these things. I did it because I had (and still have) very strong fetish desires and I found that not only did I get tons of pleasure from sharing my own desires and from knowing that both men and women were getting pleasure from seeing my body and reading my stories, but also I found that as people shared their fantasies, experiences and thoughts, it opened my mind to ideas I never would have thought of and was never exposed to. I love new things and in a way, I'm kind of like a crack addict looking for a new high, only with me its that I'm looking for a new fetish thing that I didn't know about but gets me super horny when I hear about it. This is also the answer for why most of my website is open and interactive. Sure, I could close the whole thing off and make it a paysite like a lot of other bondage and pornstar sites and maybe make more money, but that would defeat the whole point of having it for me which was to share and interact. Besides, you have to remember again that my webcage was born out of desire, not as a commercial venture for profit as most bondage or porn websites are.

Another question you might be asking is why don't I just do other porn stuff and use that money to pay for the website. Well first, if I did other porn stuff it would be a seperate kind of job. So you'd still be asking me to take money from my work in one area and apply it to another just so that everyone can access everything all the time without having to pay for any of it. That wouldn't be any different from me working forty hours a week at McDonalds as a fry girl and using my wages to pay for all of the website expenses. See how that works? And since I'm not using my website to promote anything other than the site itself (like some pornstars use their websites to sell their DVD's, photo sets, panties, realistic vibrating pussies, whatever) it's not like the costs associated with the website are made up on sales of something else outside of it.

I also don't do a lot of outside porn for a couple of other reasons as well. The first is of course because I do this for fun because I enjoy it so much and by having close contact through my website with the people who are enjoying it, I totally get off of what I'm doing. Also, I'm a control freak in a way and I want to totally control what I'm doing. I've gotten a lot of great offers from really talented photographers, porn directors and producers and even some very famous pornstars, all of whom are very well known and respected in the business to come do work with them, but I've always been a little hesitant because I'm not a pornstar kind of girl and also really I'm only into bondage and fetish and I don't want for sex to become a job for me, its just way too much fun for that. Even though I have fantasies about gangbangs and double penetration and all that and I'm definately as into girls as I am into boys, I'm not sure I'd want to explore that on a video for everyone and the idea of me being just another slant eyed rice eating flavor of the week sliding up and down on some guy's cock or licking his shaven balls (and they all seem to shave their balls) just didn't turn me on that much. Sure I love sex and cocks and licking balls, but again it goes back to me doing what I love to do because I love it, not because of money.

So now there's some materialistic people reading this who are probably really confused right now about my position on money and things. See, I'm the perfect girl because I really am a cheap girlfriend to maintain. It's because I take a very Buddhist approach which is that desire leads to suffering so the more you want, the more you get and the more you get, the more unhappy you are because there's even more that you want that you don't have. So no matter how much you get, you're never satisfied. Maybe its the Hawaiian in me because most Hawaiians seem to be more concerned with hanging out in their hale (home) with their ohana (family) and enjoying life in the islands. I always thought if I didn't fall into that trap of wanting more, buying more and wanting more in the first place, I could find happiness from things you can't buy in a store like friends, family and great orgasms. Seriously. I don't need a Chanel bag or Ferragamo shoes or a Hermes scarf to be happy. This isn't to say I don't like to look good and wear cool stuff or be super sexy, it just means that my needs are met and beyond that really isn't that necessary for my happiness. The other problem with things is that although they may bring you short term happiness, long term its like crack (see, that's my second reference to crack today, what's up with that) in that when you start to come down from the happiness brought on by one thing, you'll be looking to get happy again from something else. As I said above, I do this too, but I do it with bondage and orgasms, which may or may not be any better, we all have our things I guess, but its definately a lot more affordable.

Of course the one area of my life that does get expensive is my lust for new fetish outfits and bondage equipment. That stuff is expensive! Someone suggested that I should make a list of items I want from a store like Pleasure Chest or Dream Dresser or catalog like JT's Stockroom and post it and just let people buy me stuff and then do photos in them. It's an interesting idea that I would want to hear what your thoughts are about it though.

I hope all of this makes sense and clears up any questions (or maybe it creates even more). I do what I do because I love doing it. I think everyone who visits me should contribute in some way whether by enjoying some of the more premium features I have which helps to keep the site running, or if you don't want to spend money which is fine, then at least contribute your thoughts, fantasies and ideas. Besides, I think you'll find that giving something back to something you enjoy will bring you as much pleasure as it brings others. Try it, I think you'll like it and I know if you contribute some interesting thoughts, I'll like it too!

I'm Actually Talking About Anal Sex Today

First I wanted to thank everyone who weighed in on my Lana Lang question. I got a lot of great responses including some in the comments section of my web log here. It seemed like generally people assigned to her the role that they wanted her to be. So submissives generally told me that they viewed her as being dominant and dominants viewed her as being submissive. I got some fantastic mental images from people who included such scenes as her dressed in rubber bondage gear with me (or them) on a leash, and Lana as a harnessed ponygirl. The idea of course was an exploration on the character and not so much a focus on the actress. I'm not like an obsessed stalker type. I've had a few of those chasing after me and believe me, it's definately not fun. This was more about looking at a fictional character personified by an actress from a fantasy point of view. I think we came up with some really great ideas too.

In the end I realized that the reason I couldn't make up my mind about her is because I am more and more comfortable switching roles. I would be just as happy to be on her leash as I would to have her on mine. So I guess like everyone else, I was looking at her from the way I wanted her to be as well, but since I could go either way I was sitting on the fence. A few people did a good analysis supporting both sides. One argument was that she was obviously submissive since most of the time she's helpless and needs saving, she continually throws herself at a man who treats her poorly (emotionally) driving her into the arms of an evil guy and there was other evidence too. On the other hand I became convinced that although the character probably is more submissive in that role, she is far more interesting as a dominant. In the episodes in which she is assertive, sexually confident and sometimes downright evil or possessed, she is definately a lot more exciting than when she's helpless and its from that perspective that I finally decided that I wanted for her to be a Mistress (which I thought she almost was in the episode in which she was an evil sorority girl). Of course this doesn't preclude the idea that she could be forced to submit (like to Lex) or that she wouldn't dominate others (like Clark, after all, revenge can be sweet). So now that I have some great ideas...maybe its time to write a new story. Perhaps you would like to help me with this one. I'm thinking of setting up an interactive story link so that we can all work on this together and make it a group project if there's an interest. The other interesting thing someone sent me was one of these photoshop pictures of her as a dominatrix. I may have to find a way to share it with you without getting myself in trouble for copyright or whatever and I think I have some ideas on how to do it (like through the forum or something might work), but if you have seen anything else like that, please feel free to share okey?

Anyway, if you have any other thoughts on Lana or other T.V. characters that get you hot and horny, please share them with me okey? I still think this is a cool topic.

So that brings us to the next thing I wanted to talk about. I told you before I was going to talk about anal sex but then I got distracted and I almost got distracted this time too except I promised I would talk about anal sex this time so here we are. For the record, just because I talk about something like this now, doesn't mean I won't come back and talk about it again in the future, it really just depends on whether or not I have anything new to say about it, which I probably will. Make sense? Great!

Personally, I love being a three hole girl. Just saying that makes me sound like a total whore doesn't it? But it's true. Not just because of how it makes me sound, but also, I truly love anal sex. I do get a lot of pleasure from it. Granted its a lot harder for me to cum from anal sex, but especially if I'm being done from behind in my ass an I can play with my clit at the same time, that pretty much does it. Of course as I've said before, I tend to orgasm extremely easily which is good for me usually but can be bad if I've been ordered not to cum. Then it's a nightmare trying to control that.

A lot of girls either refuse to have anal sex or are afraid of it. I think most are afraid of it because it does hurt the first couple of times and honestly, if it's not done right it can be a very unpleasant experience. If you're with a girl who is new to it, you really have to go slow, use lots and lots of lube and reassure her all the way. If you have a big cock, you might want to try easing her into things by letting her experience a smaller plug or dildo a few times. The thing about anal sex is that after a couple of times, when you start to get used to it, it's not painful anymore. Really it's not that different in that respect from vaginal sex. For most girls, the first time or two they have intercourse isn't as much pleasure as it is uncomfortable or even unpleasant depending. Of course that doesn't stop them from doing it. They keep trying because it seems natural and sure enough after a couple of times it starts to become a lot of fun. Since to a lot of people anal sex seems unnatural, they either don't try at all, or they aren't willing to work through those first couple of times to where they can take something in their ass and enjoy it.

So its true I do love to use all my holes and to have all my holes used. It also plays very nicely into my gangbang fantasy which may or may not come true one day (or maybe I'm just a perverted girl who watches way too much porn). So far I've been talking about girls and anal sex and while a lot of you dominant guys won't care about hearing this next part, I think the submissive ones will. Hey sub guys...this applies to you too! Of course the advantage you have is that if I were to put on a strap on and use it on your ass, we can select a dildo size that you'll be comfortable with and because I've very familiar with what it feels like to have a dildo or cock in my ass, I know how to do it so that won't be too unpleasant. Still though, the first couple of times for you will probably hurt a little as well, but once you get past that, I think you might find having your ass filled with a strapon from me (or another girl you might like) can be very pleasurable for you. I don't judge people and I don't think there's anything wrong with it. People like what they like and as long as its all consensual and safe, why not? I'm no doctor, so if you are one maybe you can confirm or deny this, but I have heard that its possible for a guy to cum from anal sex (or maybe I just saw that in a movie). See, so that's even more reason to want for a dominant girl or even a switch like me to do that to you. Don't worry girls, I'm happy to strapon a dildo for you too, or if you prefer, you can use it on any of my holes. As I said before, three holes...no waiting! Actually, from a bondage point of view its a crime that my holes should ever be empty, don't you think? When not in use my mouth should always be gagged, my ass plugged and my pussy filled with a nice dildo or vibrator, strapped in place and held with locks so I can't remove them. Delicious huh?

So if you have any thoughts on anal sex whether you're a guy or a girl or you want to try it or get your girlfriend/ boyfriend to try it, share whats up either in the forum section or add a comment if you have any experience or whatever on this okey?