Feedback for Horny Slave Maliia?

It's time for you to give little Asian slave bitch Maliia some feedback. This day had to come, you probably just didn't think it would be so soon. I've been posting these weblog thingies for a couple of weeks now, and I've gotten a few interesting comments but otherwise not too much action. So I'm curious if anyone is even reading these things and what could I be doing to make them more readable? I realize that my entries seem kinda long, I guess they are and that's just because everything I write, emails, instant messages, whatever are long. I write like I talk and I like to go into detail. Still, is it too long? Are the posts too much at a time? Would shorter posts or ones broken up a little be better? Or are you okay about the length of them?

That brings us to the second point, the topics. Sometimes I write about my erotic experiences or fantasies or just sexual questions or thoughts I have, other times I write about whatever is going on in my life or what's on my mind. Is the non sexual stuff like really boring or do you enjoy that as much as the sexual stuff? I mean are the non sexual posts so boring that you'd rather I post less often with only sexual things?

So this is what I'm trying to figure out. Part of the point of my little weblog here is to express myself but if no one is interested in what I'm writing then there's really no point right? On the other hand, if I'm doing something right then I should keep doing it. The same is true for my webcage in general. If you have thoughts, suggestions, ideas or whatever, I should know about it right? So let me know what you think.

Am I sick because I'm not sick?

I was talking to someone the other day, and he told me he had a bad head cold and felt really sick. That got me thinking about the last time I got sick. I'm not talking about a sore throat for a couple of days or the sniffles, but I mean really sick enough to stay in bed, rest and generally feel bad. After a lot of thought, I realized that I couldn't remember the last time, but it was probably several years ago.

So then I was trying to figure out whether me not getting sick was just because I'm young, lucky or maybe it's because of the way I live my life. This made me think that it would be a great opportunity to tell you a little about how I live and you can decide which it is. When I was telling the guy about this stuff, I was afraid that it made me come off sounding like a total paranoid hypochondriac or something, but I don't think I am. I almost never think about getting sick or being sick, I'm just really careful is all. So here it is:

1. I exercise pretty much every day. I really believe that a healthy body means you're healthy more often. It's not only nice because you feel better about yourself, but you also have more energy, better immune system and your brain works better (more oxygen flow to the brain is a good thing). I go to the gym 3 or 4 times a week, I go surfing 2 or 3 times a week, I take kickboxing classes (a girl has to stand up for herself right?) a couple nights a week and I also play tennis sometimes (though I pretty much suck). I love being active and I think that helps make me healthier in addition to keeping my little body tight and giving me energy so I can be a little brown fucking machine all night.

2. I'm pretty careful about what I eat. I'm not a vegetarian or total organic hippy chick or anything. I like to eat fresh food though and I'm big into boneless chicken breasts. I don't eat red meat very often. This isn't like dieting or anything, its just the way I am. It's what I like you know? I do love sweets though. Big time! That's like my bad habit. Also I almost never eat after 8pm or so and I tend to eat a lot of really small meals with my bigger portion being around lunchtime. I almost never go out to a big dinner and eat a lot at once (which I guess makes me a cheap date).

3. I won't drink tap water. At my house I have water filters and when I 'm out I only drink bottled water. I just don't trust the stuff that comes out of the tap. It smells kinda funny and I'm not sure whats in it really. I do drink a lot of water though. Not only is it good for me, but if you're into pee play, then it gives me lots of chances to show off the warm salty stream coming out between my cute little legs.

4. I have air filters with the germ killing thingie in all the rooms of my house. You know, air in Los Angeles is very polluted. It's not like when I was growing up in Wailuku. I clean out these air filters like twice a month and its this thick black stuff that comes out. I think that I could be breathing that stuff in. Of course when I go out, I do breathe it in but since between sleeping and hanging out I spend half my time at home, at least it helps a little right?

5. I'm paranoid about germs. Seriously. I hate being near sick people. If someone is coughing or sneezing I'll move as far away from them as possible. I hate shaking hands (remember that if you meet me) because you never know where people's hands have been. I wash my hands a lot when I'm out in public because you know germs can live on a surface for like 2 days, so if a sick person touched something 2 days ago and I touch it then I could pick that up. I also don't touch my face or eyes, etc when I'm out too just in case, especially if I'm in a position where I have to shake someone's hand, then I won't touch any part of myself until I can wash. I don't believe you can get sick from "the cold", not that I really have spent much time in the cold. From what I understand, the cold can lower your immune system, but you won't get sick unless you've picked up a germ or bacteria somewhere along the way.

6. I hate being around cigarette smoke. It drives me crazy. If you smoke, don't expect to be able to light up if you're going to hang out with me. I also don't do any drugs of course and I rarely drink alcohol (though I do like wine sometimes).

I think the fifth one probably makes me sound the most paranoid. So this is the question. Do you think the reason I haven't gotten sick for years is because of the way I live my life, or because I'm young (and cute) or because I'm just really lucky so far. Hopefully I don't come off sounding like Howard Hughes and locking myself in a sterile room. I'm not that bad...yet!

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Emails, Penises and Foreskin, Oh My!

Today your favorite little Hawaiian slavegirl is going to talk about two things. The email and the penis. In my life, the two are strangely connected. I don't know how many girls like me with websites talk about their email and how its handled, but I'm going to take you backstage in the life of Maliia and let you in on how email goes for me.

First, I respond to a lot of emails. I think its important not only because I like making new friends and sharing things, but also if someone really takes the time to write me, they deserve a response. The ones I respond to and keep up with are the ones where I can see the person took time to really write me and say what was on their mind while still being respectful. They don't make demands in their initial email like let's go have lunch tommorow (are you crazy? I don't even know you) or give me your number or whatever and they seem to realize that the best way to get a response out of me is to focus on who they are, why they are writing me and what they are looking for. I've made a lot of good friends this way, just because the person was interesting and respectful.

On the other hand, I get an amazing amount of email from people who write like 2 or 3 works. Sometimes its a nice little compliment like "you are so hot", or "I love your photos", or a quick question. These are okey. Other times I get pretty rude ones. I wonder if these guys would ever go up to a girl on the street and say "I want to fuck you so bad" or "Suck my cock bitch". If they do, I guess it may explain why they don't get many dates huh? I've responded to short emails before (ones that were a little more respectful than the examples given) a few times but I figured I would put as much time into the email as the person put into theirs. So I write back things like "thank you", or "I'm fine, thanks". They didn't like that too much. So it's okey for them to take 10 seconds to write me a 3 word note, but if I do it I'm a bad person? After a few complaints about that (rude ones too), I just decided why bother.

This brings us to the penis (I bet you were wondering where the penis comes in). I like a nice hard cock as much as the next straight or bi girl. Seriously. This is where I think some guys get confused though. Although I like a nice hard cock and I do have my preferences in terms of size, the cock isn't why I will have sex with a guy. It's not what I look at first or even 10th in making that decision and frankly, seeing a cock with nothing else to go on really doesn't say much about its owner (or maybe it does say something but probably not what the owner was hoping for). You would be amazed at how many emails I get with photos of nothing but a cock and a few words of detail from it's proud owner. I'm just not a pictures of cock kind of girl. I accept that dealing with photos of cocks is just part of what it takes to be a good little web slave, but still, can these guys be serious? I don't think I've ever formed a friendship with anyone who sent me a photo of just his cock, certainly not in the first couple of emails anyway.

Here's a good example of a confusing email, you can decide if the guy was sincerely asking a question, or if he was "advertising" what is probably his best (and perhaps only) asset. I edited it a little just to shorten it up, but you can get the basic idea. Oh, and the spelling is his:

[hey, i need ur help with a sexual issue....well, I am NOT circumcised. i have a very large foreskin. IM not circumcised cuz its asgainst my culture. Im half indian half black.. so.. is that a big deal?? Have you ever dealt with a foreskin before?? if so.. what was it like for you?? Tell me all the details if you could.. I wanna know what your experience was.... Also girls complain about my penis size too.. I dunno if its too small or too big.. but they say its a prob. Im 10 inches erect 6 soft. so.. what doy ou think?? ]

So the question is, does this guy really have sincere questions, is he trying to "pump me" for some hot and horny email dialogue, or does he figure I'll be so overwhelmed by his supposed 10" that I'll drop my panties right away and beg for a good fucking.

Not knowing if he was for real or not, I gave him the benefit of the doubt and answerd him and told him what I thought of foreskins, some of the concerns with them from a woman's point of view and the fact that I would take a guy with a 6" penis who knows what he's doing and knows how to satisfy me over a 10" penis owned by a guy who thinks he's a jackhammer and has no other moves anyday.

So, I suspect I'll keep getting some emails that are short but respectful (I don't mind people writing to tell me I look hot or they like a certain outfit I'm wearing or to ask a question or whatever) , some that are rude, some that are interesting, respectful and creative (I'll almost always respond to those) and lots more penis pictures. So what do you think? I'm I being an uber bitch, is this just too funny for words or do you have another point of view. Let's hear it!

Self Verbal Humiliation as Masturbation?

I was having a chat with an Asian Mistress who seems very intelligent and she said something that really was interesting to me. You know that I like to call myself a slut, whore fuck toy or whatever sometimes because I love the verbal humiliation of it. She said that while I may get a great deal of pleasure from hearing someone else, particularly a dominant, call me those things, me doing it to myself cheapens the experience and is along the lines of masturbation. That being that it feels good for a moment, but if it's done too much it can take away from the real experience and it doesn't compare to the real thing anyway. Sort of like how as much fun as playing with myself might be, it doesn't compare with having sex with one or more real people.

What I'm talking about isn't the same as if a dominant calls me something and then wants for me to say out loud what I am or to say it in front of others or whatever, this is where in emails or on the phone or whatever, I casually with no prompting refer to myself in a verbally humiliating way. Not only does it feel good for a moment, but I think I do it also to let the dominant person I'm talking to know that I like verbal humiliation and that its okey for them to do it and to let them know how I like it. Now that I've thought about it though, this might be a little wierd because prior to saying those things I usually would have already told a dominant that I like verbal humiliation, especially racial humiliation and so they would already know. They probably don't need the reminders.

So I want your opinion, and if I don't see any response comments to this I'll feel really dissapointed because I'm looking for your input. Do you think that kind of self verbal humiliation is a type of masturbation that cheapens the experience and is unnecessary anyway for communicating my desires to the dominant, or do you think its just harmless fun, or do you have another opinion all together. Share your thoughts!

Why do some people go out of their way to be assholes?

Today I am going to go on a little rant because I'm kind of mad and then once its out I can let it go. I went to this meeting yesterday with a friend, it was some Jewish organization or something. He doesn't have any family here in L.A. and wanted a cheering section for when he got some award for completing a leadership program, so I said I would go and be supportive (I'm such a good friend). I went to the center that had the meeting and drove in. The guard at the gate waived me through along with the cars ahead of me and behind me. I got to the bottom of the little hill in my Jeep and was about to turn into the parking lot when another security guy walked over and seemed to want to talk to me.

So, I unzipped my window (yes, it's a Jeep and I had the windows in because it gets a little chilly at night and if I drive with the windows out, it messes up my hair which isn't a problem if I'm wearing a hat or just hanging out but my hair was really nice last night so I didn't want to mess it up. Anyway...) and he said to me to slow it down and I'm going to fast and stuff. Well I wasn't going that fast, though I admit, I do sometimes go faster than some people would like, so I gave him a fake name and said okey and then went off to park.

I purposely drove a little slower and paid attention to my speed. There were huge speed bumps all over the place and I just had my Jeep aligned so I didn't want to mess it up anyway, so I was extra slow over those. It was pretty crowded and I saw a space just as I was driving by it, so I put my Jeep in reverse, then parked in the space. Life is good right? Wrong.

This security guard from the bottom of the hill is walking toward me as I'm walking toward the entrance of the place. He says to me that even after e told me to slow down I was still going way too fast and then he started giving this crap about how it's illegal to backup in the parking lot. I said you mean it's against the law to backup? He said yes. I couldn't believe it was against the law to put your car in reverse. I said, if that's true, how do people get out of their parking spaces? He didn't answer that one.

So he called his supervisor over, a fat old dork in a golf cart who went into a rant about how there were children and I was going way too fast and its illegal to backup and the speed limit is 5 mph. So I said first, show me a single sign on your property that says its illegal to backup or even that the speed limit is 5 mph. Second, what proof do you have that I was going over 5 mph other than the visual estimation by a security guard who I assume is not certified in visual speed detection, and third, where are all of these children you're talking about? (I am a pretty smart girl sometimes, of course sometimes my mouth does get me in more trouble unless it's filled with a gag or a cock or pussy).

Well, the dork didn't like that so he asked if I was a member of the center (clearly I didn't look very Jewish) and I said no and he said that I was trespassing and he would call the police. I replied that I wasn't trespassing since I was invited by a member who was inside getting some award for something. So he wanted to see my license and he wrote down some information on it (presumably so he could file some bullshit report to show that he wasn't sitting on his fat ass all day eating donuts) and then sternly warned me about my behavior. Asshole. I went to the stupid meeting after that in a bad mood and the meeting was really boring too. Plus I was probably the only person in the whole room of a few hundred that wasn't Jewish (which I didn't mind) except I saw some people kind of looking at me in a "what is she doing here" kind of way. I don't think I'll go back there again, no matter how much my friend begs me to. Even a good boot licking (I don't know or care if he's into bdsm) wouldn't get me to go there again. Too much stress! Why do some people (fat dork and his witless employee) go out of their way to show off their power and be assholes?

Anyway, I want to remind you again to check out my forum section. I like to see new posts there whenever I come to visit because I like to respond to them and I do! If you have any thoughts or ideas for my little web-cage, I love to hear that too. Sorry for the rant, I just had to get that out so I could move on. I think next time I'll make up for it by talking about something hot!

My Forum is a Success, and Other Fun Things

First I wanted to say how excited I was by how many posts are already at my forum. Tons of great fantasies, some really cool responses to my "contest" question about where I should get pierced next and there were some really good questions for me too which I answered in the forum as well. If you haven't already seen the new forum, go take a look and enjoy, there are some really hot topics there that totally got me excited! Woo woo!

I told you before that sometimes I would talk about really hot and erotic things that would get you and I very excited and horny and sometimes I would talk about really boring things that would probably bore you to death and make you want to find a tall building and jump. I hope I'm not that boring, but that's just the way things go right? I can't be excited and interesting all the time, otherwise I wouldn't be human.

I didn't do much for the remainder of the weekend. I spent a lot of Saturday getting my forum area to work and then Sunday some friends and I went to eat Japanese food (I love Japanese food, maybe it's the slanty eyes huh?) Then I went to the farmer's market. I like to get food that is pretty healthy. Not only does it help keep my little brown body tight and small but I also have more energy. To put it another way, good food gives me energy to do all kinds of naughty and nasty things with my naked little body.

I also spent part of Saturday reading my Investors Business Daily. I know I'm about to shatter some perceptions that I'm a dumb airhead whore, and I do like that actually sometimes, especially when I'm controlled and used, but the truth is I'm trying to learn how to properly invest, I think it's really important. I came to realize that saving money at the bank was a bad idea because savings rates are lower than inflation so I would actually lose money that way. I also figured out that the big mutual funds only seem to get a return that at best matches the general market, so I figured that they were mostly interested in covering their own asses, not in making money for me. So I finally decided that the only way I was going to make any money is if I figured out how to make it myself. So, I've been educating myself about the stock market and what to look for in a stock and when to buy and when to sell and stuff.

See, I think it's really interesting and I really enjoy learning this stuff. I've also been reading a lot lately about this sort of thing. I read a few books by Robert Kiyosaki who does the Rich Dad, Poor Dad series, it's really a good basic financial education which I didn't have any clue about before. Right now I'm reading "One up on Wall Street" by Peter Lynch who is the guy who ran the Fidelity Magellan Fund for a long time. That's where I got the idea that mutual funds really can't compare to what you can do on your own if you learn the basics. I know it's not as exciting as thinking of me as a full time slave whore without a brain, but it's another side of me and since I'm trying to share all of me, you get the exciting and the not so exciting. Of course some of you may be turned on by a girl with a brain who likes to do this sort of thing. Maybe you even have a fantasy related to it. If you do, post it in my forum. Maybe I'll even make up a financial based bondage fantasy (they don't call them stocks and bonds for nothing) and post it as well.

I'm a Good Fuck Pet, but a Bad Computer Programmer

Your favorite little slant eyed fuck pet on a leash (you know how much I love verbal humiliation so I thought I would just encourage it) had a problem but I think I came up with a solution already.

I wanted to add a forum to my site but I'm completely stupid when it comes to coding. I can barely turn my computer on! Seriously, I'm at my best when my little brown body is stripped naked, my arms are in a leather binder and my mouth is filled with a gag. Otherwise, I can be pretty useless. I really believed a forum would be a great way to encourage interactivity not only between visitors to my webcage but also between myself and anyone who visits. I have so many letters, stories and fantasies to share!

So I spent a long time looking at hosted forums, but most had limits on the number of messages that can be posted and I couldn't find one that really did what I wanted anyway and to install my own forum, well, the problem is, all the code you have to do to install it makes me dizzy. I thought I was going to need to ask for a volunteer to help me either install my own forum code or to find a hosted one. Luckily, I found a forum that I think is going to work and within minutes of me getting it up on my web-cage, people were already posting to it, so I think it's going to be a big success. The forum is now active, there's already lots of great stuff to read and I hope every one of you will enjoy it and contribute your thoughts. You can read the messages by clicking on the Maliia's Forum link above, and if you want to post a message you do have to take a couple minutes just to register your name for the board which is quick, free and easy.

Now that this little brown bondage bitch is done begging for you to participate in the new forums, I'll tell you that not much else is going on right now other than me working on my webcage. I went out last night with a couple of my Thai girlfriends (yes, they are little brown fucking machines just like me, though I don't think they're into bondage) to a cool hip-hop club. I love bondage and fetish, but sometimes I like to do pretty "normal" stuff too. We had a great time, dressed sexy, danced until we were sweaty, sore and a little drunk and of course teased all the boys (and a few girls) with our sexy little brown bodies. We'll definately have to do it again!

Maliia's Got a New Cage!

After a lot of work, I finally got my web-cage redesigned and my blog up and running. This is my first blog post so I'm very excited about it. You won't believe the work I put into redoing my web-cage! So here's the story.

You know, when I first started my web-cage, it was open and available to everyone. It was exciting, I was making lots of new friends, tons of people were enjoying my web-cage, contributing their thoughts, stories, photos and fantasies. Then I started getting harrassed because my web-cage was open and accessible to everyone...including children. Well, I wanted to be a responsible person so I agreed to let an adult verification service restrict access to my web-cage to adults only. As you might guess, since only people with credit cards who were willing to pay got to see my web-cage, the number of people visiting dropped off and those who did visit were no longer interested in interacting, sharing and becoming friends.

So, after years of declining visitors and less interaction which made me less inspired to add new things and do more work, my little web-cage sat kind of stuck in the mud. I woke up from my sleepy haze a few weeks ago and realized that this isn't what I wanted. I never made much money from the adult verification service, just enough to pay for the costs of the web-cage and keep it going, but I always did it just to share my desires and have others share their desires with me. So I decided it was time to make some changes. I wanted for most of my web-cage to be open again and accessible. I wanted video clips and clip galleries that I could have updated daily so people would have a reason to come back every day. I wanted both text chatrooms and live video chat so my visitors could interact and connect with each other. I wanted a forum where I could interact directly with my friends and visitors and since blogging was the big thing, I wanted to add one of those too.

So now my web-cage is more like what I want. I'm hoping that people who share my fetish desires and want to interact with me and others who enjoy the same naughty feelings will return and share. Some of my friends who are well known in the fetish community are already talking about contributing articles and other thoughts and I'll be adding lots of new stuff including lots of "tame" photos of me here in the open area, tons of not so tame photos of me doing lesbian and bondage in the private area, and here in the open area I will also be featuring some of the stories and photos that are in the private area so you can enjoy them. Of course the bulk of the thousands of photos and hundreds of original stories will still be restricted, but I felt this design was the best way to protect my web-cage while still opening things up and encouraging interactivity.

So, I hope you enjoy my web-cage and share it with other people you know who are like-minded and enjoy fetish. Be sure to bookmark my web-cage if you haven't already done so and be sure to contribute your thoughts, fantasies, experiences, suggestions, ideas, stories, photos and anything else you want.